Thursday, December 31, 2009

goodbye 2009 welcome 2010

hate the ending on this year...yes! now i realize...my family only can make me happy...xde lagi org laen!

31 disember 2009

end of this year...pengakhiran untuk tahun ini..tahun ini bnyk bad things happen...im happy but i know there have such a bad things that aku x boley elak,.

yeap...muke cm aku..nampak social but aku x buat pon bnde bukan2..ish,,ape aku nk buat?x kn nk pakai tudung semata2 nk tutup mulut org..then smate2 nk protect dr judge yg bukan2?x..
itu hipocrite,.baik aku jd diri aku..sape yg kenal aku je tau pasal aku...
he ask for break..okay end! bye2 lovely...

30 disember 2009

muke renyeh smpai x leh renyeh dah...haha hodoh je lebey neyy
there...she's my cousin..my lovely mimie


gedik kan?pantang nmpk camera



hurm..29hb dec aku smpai penang..x de buat ape..smpai kol 3 pagi then terus tido je..pastu esknye dok uma aje...syafiq beli moto basikal..haaa power gila...aku pon merempit la..best pulak..then mlm around 10 siap2,celebrate pengantin br alik dr indonesia...mkn kek..then..snap pic...
itu aje..balik dannn...tidoooooo

Monday, December 28, 2009

pelupe kot

lupe password myspace..password twitter..haih ni kes aku lupe ke pasal ade org hack ney?
sape hack doa kaw mati cepat...selagi hidup suke je buat dose kacau kangkang org laen!

Friday, December 25, 2009

bile ngn kaw je sedeh..apesal?

aku kena marah,,marah,,marah..adoi..x ley terima la aku cm ni.kang majuk kaw siket x pujok..eee...bnde aku x buat x kn aku nk ngaku aku buat?
jgn la pakse..kang laen jadinye kang! bosan laa..ade pon cm xde..adoi...

dr wat citer sedey baik aku hpi kn diri aku sndri..
td kua pegi bb..beli dress..ouh cantiknye..beli maen grab je..ehhehe
hepi ouhh..ade baju baru..ngee~
pastu jmpe laki hensem.hoo senyum2 kat aku..ish2..naseb senyum je..kalau dtg dekat cmner la tuh?
mau aku kena tibai ngn gf dia?

where is ur money?

duit..duit..duit..
yeap duit sgt penting..dengan duit kaw boleh kuasai dunia..sape kate org kaye x hepi even bnyk dwet?
weel dorg boley beli anak angkat..pastu boley bg rasuah..boley pegi beli nju tmpt mewah2..boleh merendah diri chewah konon x kaya..pastu sume org sure2 suke kaw..even x iklas..sume kaw boleh beli lah kirenye org2 kaye ney..

hurmm..
okay...here is about ladies and gentleman..
tah tbe2 pikir pasal bnde neyh..
girl always je ade dwet..even tade dwet pon still mkn nasik dr laki mkn megi..omg! ape la..
pastu girl berbelanje bsr ye utk make up+ baju+kasut+cnct lens+ so on..but still have money...laki just beli kasut same baju je..where is ur money run so fast?
aku sbg perempuan merasakan kehairanan itu

mery cristmas

actually this is not for cristmas celebration..reunion cochrane..sowy sgt...pale serabut...nk pegi kat korg tapi ade je yg halang..itu la ini la..aku nk ekot ckp sape?aku yg buat pastu keling..keling..keling..haih

perfume paris hilton

since perfume paris hilton aku kena curik..habes kat semua org aku mintak perfume..mereka yg mjadi mangse ade lah family..sedeyh aje..mase kena ragut tu nk je jerit kat pencurik tu...
saya nk 4 bende je
  1. hp
  2. wallet
  3. perfume
  4. i/c
malang tak berbau kan?tak pe la..lupekan kisah lame..semoge peragut tu mdapat penagajran dari allah maha esa...dia pikir ragut tu terbaik?naseb baik x jadi ape2 yg buruk..seram je..kalau aku kena bunuh?aduh..x ke sedey org2 yg buat dose ngn aku tu sbb x dpt mintak maaf ngn aku..mst korg rase cm nyesal gile je enn?hahhaha
busuk je statement kaw belle

24 hb december 2009
11 pagi

kakak ajak pegi shopping..hooo...best jeh...
pegi la ngn kak nie then kat sogo meet kak y..pagi mkn kfc..then talk talk talk..haha anak kak y dapat gelaran bayi comel..omg!
ini bayi nye


comel kan?
macam aunty belle dia..ahaks...

ouh tertuka topic pulak..btw lepas tu we r going to sogo..then kak nie ajak pegi beli perfume..the i see my paris hilton..ahaks..tgk punye tgk pastu x pikir ape2 pon..ckp kat kak nie " ni adk nye fav perfume yg kena ragut tu..sedehnye'
pastu kan..pastu kan..my sis buy for me that perfume..omg! terjoget2 aku kat sna..
hahahhaha..mcm kanak2 riang je..simply2 she buy for me..kak y jeles je..
ahhahaa

then pegi nichii nothing to buy..baju mmg lawa tp bju aku cr xde..
around 4 direct to jusco..haih kak nie kalau dapat jalan mmg the whole day dia active je..
tak beli ape2 jugak..more to haus je..pegi cafe beli milo with cream..ahhaha tu je..
afta pay all,then going back pick up nadim anddd go uma kak nie..lepak and online

dating






23 december 2009
end of 2009 bfore we go to 2009
around 4 pm..

di depan mybank bb..plan hang out with dyla dyloo yg kecil comel tuh and meet my aza cuz lame sgt nk jmpe then kali neh baru lahhh dapat..nk beli bag..baju..yes..akhirnye dpat ye=)
ape lah..tggu cik dyla kite neh lambat ye..ishh ape lah awak neyh..merajuk nnt br tau...pastu jalan2 kat bb dulu..nk survey baju2..pastu boley tak tserempak ngn aza..haih malu2 kuceng sy taw..tak sangke..hoooo mase tu terkejut tapi buat muke cool..segan segan segan
then lepak2 kat lua tggu dyla..
tggu punye tggu pastu jmpe jugakk dia dtg dgn muke kiutt jehh...hehe..then we r going to meet aza..hooo mase tu pkai kasut flat..so tserlah kependekan cik belle neyh..ahhahaha...
naseb dyla jadi geng tak tinggi=p
meet aza..dia ngn one guy..nseb that guy sporting..follow je ktrg..hehe...lepak2..
gossip2..hehe..menarikk=)
happy sgt dat day..but im so selekeh gile..adoi malu nye ngn aza n dyla=p
we r walk together..going to pavy then makan2 smbil gossip..haih kenyang ngn cerita je neyy..

eniway im so happy dat day girl..thnx..nnt kite jmpe lagi okay..
aza....since last year kenal..but x penah jmpe..then planning nk jmpe x dpt2 jugak..at last jumpe jugak kte kan?trough myspace to facebook and the face to face=)


p/s : aza u tggi dr i.. x aci!!!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

fed up or stay?

i dont know i can get long with this guy or not...omg! please lah...dah bnyk sabar neh..nk jage hati kaw..hati aku x terjaga..da la kaw sndri tak jage hati aku pon..kang akalu tension..mmg aku tinggal je! hurmm

Monday, December 21, 2009

kembali normal

tak gaduh dah..
dah kena pujok dah=)
hehehe...naseb baik laaa

hahaha bengap

ahahah...teringat bila salah cakap..

hahah aritu borak sakan..sonok neh mengata org pastu tibe2 nk cakap org tu bodoh cm lembu..aku dgn konfident level yg tggi eje laaa... K.A.AWW ye..hahhaha pastu azra ckp..aah..aww eyh? pastu br pasan.. sbnanye nk eja C.O.W

then mse farewell party..aku ckp kat ryn..'ry kite dah lawa2 neh pastu boley la direct g m.o.s kn?(ladies gym)..pastu aku nk kaverline ahh konon x nk org taw g mos...kate la nk g masjid.. then laju aku speaking m.o.s.q.u uuuuu...
hahahhaha ade pulak mosque jd mosqu uuu kn?

ade mamat mane tah call pg2 bute..aku plak x sedar aku ley ter pick up fone..
hahha pastu slumber je aku marah dia ngn bhse sopan aku
ape kacau org tido neh!! mande ade org call "pukol-pukol" mcm ni...
(haha yg sbnanye nk ckp waktu-waktu)

then ada lagi yg bengap punye bhse!

belambak belambak = belambak-lambak
cos cili = sos cili (termanja pulak..hahahha)
danga bay= danau kota
hardcore = hardware
tershashul = tersasul

Sunday, December 20, 2009

thinking thinking bout u

really missin missin you...

durjana

dahulunye sy seorg yg hepi...x de masalah..if ade pon bnde2 kecik je..mybe dulu sy msih kecil? comel dan manja..hahhaha....ape nk semua dapat..ape x suke sume boleh dijauhkan..

tapi skrg..bile sy dah bsr..mcm2 jadi..ape sy x nk pon kena jugak..tp untungnye sy sbb family sy penyanyng..ape sy nk sume bagi...ouh thn x god too..

cume...cume ape belle??haihh....sesak kepale otak skrg neh..tu lah..dulu kecil dunia pon kecil..skrg dah bsr..dunia mkn bsr jugak dgn mperkenalkan org2 yg bodoh dlm hidup neh...kenape aku yg jd mangse?hope 1 day aku dijauhkan dari durjana serta jenglot jenglot bodoh dan babi itu semua..

complicated

kenape u berubah?

meet my bitches girlfriend..

19 dec 2009
2 pm til nite

meet azra and ari..both kecik aje..hahaha...my gossip buddies..best je kua jalan2 pegi ou and the dah kluar hujan ye..hahah terbaikk lah redah hujan..and then go to ikea..
azra need to buy something ntok bf dia lahh...mkn kat ikea..meetball sgt sedappp...
terjumpe sape cik anna yg sedang berdating...hehehhe...snap pic siket then betry kong! enuff kata camera tuh...hehe lastt ending..eksiden yg kecik berlaku..hooo tu lah seronok sgt mengumpat kn?everything settel and then turn back home..penat dan tidurrr.....

hehe azra and ari..love u lahh..hug and kiss rakus gila=)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

take my heart

love story..........

u can take my heart
for walk on the beach,
u can take my heart
for little trip,
u can take my heart
very close to ur heart,
u can take my heart
forever if u like
but NOT!! every heart...
BELONGS TO ANY OTHER
u and i....
i mean to be
im the one for u
u the one for me
u love me as much as i do
when u look at me and we're skin to skin
i want u so please coming
and u love me more n more
and i love grows up with u
and u kiss me more and more
and i kiss u too..
if i take ur heart
i will cherish it everyday
if i take ur heart
i will heal these old room
if i take ur heart
its to make it happy
if i take ur heart
its forever close to mine
i dont care
if im again carried away
if u swear if u swear
to give me ur heart in return..

BACKSTABB..iloveyou

MESSAGE

AWAK : BELLE NEX SEM KITE DOK SAME2 EYH??

SAYA : BOLEH JE=).. NNT KTE G REGISTER SAME2..APE2 MSG LAH

ermm perkenalan singkat mmbawa padah..
dia cantik dia pandai
tp dont judge people from external
tak sangke kaw pencuri rupenye (maaf bukan niat nk kate awk pencuri tp tiada bhse laen utk itu)
awakkk!! sy kwn awk lah..kenape buat mcm tu kat sy??

QUESTION : err sy penah sign agreement ngn awk ke semua brg sy brg awk jugak??
tidakk! sy x berdendam ngn awk pon..if sy kat tmpt awk..sy mst malu..mne lah nk letak muka..
eniway sy phm=)

benda2 duniawi semua sy boleh beli balik..amek la awk..sy x mintak balik kn? pkai la teruss..
hahah baiknye sy..semoga sy dpt pahala tersirat..

sy diam je kan?diamm terussss...MAKNENYEEE..awk nk taw?
mknenye sy dah x nk kwn ngn awk laa..
tuhan kata balasan org mencuri kena potong tgn..awk x takut ke?
tuhan juga akan makbulkan doa2 org yg terkena spt sy neh..

pelik..pelik..pelik..
sy tgk brg awk lagi mhl2 dr brg sy..kenape awk mst nk curik brg sy?
ade otograph sy ke?ade sntimental value ke brg2 sy smpai awk nk curik?
smpai hari ni sy msh memikirkannye..

ade org kate awk desperate..aah laa..sy dah nmpk..
x nk la sy kwn ngn awk..semua sy ada..semua awk nk..awk curik brg sy..awk curik kwn2 sy..
tp klu fikir2 lah...awk x curik harta emas permata dr sy(sy x kaya pon)
tp kenapa smpai putus kawan?
ntah..perasaan sy kuat mengata kan lebih baik sy berundur
kalau sy kwn lagi lame ngn awk..
ntah ape lagi awk curik tah...

p/s : awk sy mintak maaf..sy iklas kwn ngn awk dulu..and hope awk boleh jd kwn yg baik..tp sy silap..ermm..saya x jaja pon name busuk awk..kire bersyukur lah okay=)
semua sy pendam dlm hati..

Monday, December 14, 2009

babysitter


ahaks..geram tau..

baby nadim..ahh cute..geram.. da la bulat bulat..


kakak suroh jadi babysitter..jage anak2 nye..adehh...nseb baik ade 2 org kakak..klu ade 20 org kakak mmg kurus aku jage budak2 aje..hey saya garang taw..ngee~
tomorow til this fri..jage baby je..mcm mne nk dating?ahaks=)

naseb lah baby neh comel..lambung2 je...hahahhaa...



benci (part 2)

haih lahanat dan babi lah engkau..kaw sebok2 mintak no fon..konon nk change2 num..kaw msg aku x penah reply..tp sekali aku reply,gf kaw direct call aku..eyh kalau ade gf yg jage kaw cm kiamat tak pyh gedik2 nk num org la...gf kaw call aku marah2..mcm aku nk sgt bf x hensem kaw tu????
babi! anjeng! kuntilanak! nseb baik aku kaver kaw baik konon aku kwn2 same study..if x..mmg gf kaw bunoh je kaw kot??

Sunday, December 13, 2009

'NOT' appreciate

i do text with u everyday
i do asking what are doing everyday
i do care for u everyday
i do love u everyday
i do miss u everyday
i do thinking about u everyday
i do something makes u feel happy
i do something that u r very special
i do because u're my only one i have

i never hurt ur feelings
i never do what u dont like
i never makes u angry
i never do that will make ur heart sick

but u never do what i do for u
u ignore me
u leave me alone
u never do like u promise me before
u never appreciate me
u never appreciate what i give what i already do

until one day.......
im bored..feel stupid..im just wasting my time..i hurt myself..
i cant wait..i cant stay along..im fed up..
i leave u..i move..and say my final gudbye..

then...u realized...regret but its too late..
then now u find me back..u do calling me..u do text me..say that u really love me..u begging me please dont leave..u hope me back for u..
u cant live without me..u miss me..and the much word that u forget u say before this..

too little to late...now im just sympathy and pity u..cuz fer me...
u're just my friend not much than that anymore..

gathering cochranean


dah habes exam for this sem..
btw exam sume boleh buat cume kecewa dgn hardware,,haha...
pastu final project..huuu..penat buat dr awal lepas tuh dpat panel cm haram..
masuk2 muke baik tp ending dia mmg x gune!!! dah sah2 kiteorg budak multimedia..kena la wat care multimedia..ape tbe2 korg nk tgk power point pulak?
ishh if tau panel nk tgk power point xde la susah2 print bnde laen..nk design itu ini...
hurm..kecewa...

not to talk abt that..
then now im planning for gathering ex cochranean..for my batch of coz..hurmm..
tggu je la bila okay=)
mybe nex week on saturday 26hb dec 2009...
xpon wat mse people cristmas..okay..
ape2 will be update soon=)

Monday, December 7, 2009

i try to smile but i only can cry




today i learn..when we like someone..we are so excited to give him our love..we so excited to share our love..and sometimes we feel like we want to tell the world that we are in love..we will do anything even we know that i stupid things to do and after that..we was thinking..'alamak ape aku dah buat neh?bodohhhnyeee'..
but what we have to remember is dont give full love to sombody that u love actually...because u didnt know the person that u love is same feeling like u or not..
betol ke tha guy love u like u do? betol2 iklas from heart or just nak jage hati?
tapi knape nk buang mase sbb nk jage hati?..yes u tell him u so sad before this..u wont cry again..so its that person just with u bcause x nk tgk kamu nanges?
yes i learn that karma is alive..
i hav question.. all the guy is same?
ermm..but what i know...
that in every ending., there's such a things we call beginning...
finally i find..im just the dreamer who cant touch the sky..

someday u will cried for me like i cried for you before,
someday u will miss me like i missed u before,
someday u will need me like i needed u before,
someday u will love me, but i wont love u anymore...

Friday, December 4, 2009



babi babi babi
..semenjak dua menjak ini...aku asek saket hati je..
ye lah..penat berbuat baik kepada semua orang..dalam diam org yg aku berbuat baik kpdnye tuh buat cerita busuk...anyway..terima kasih jugak..thnx fer the fake story..at least u're making me famous..kenape ye? kenape aku masih bersabar?perlu ke aku balas?
hurmmm....tak rasenye..bia tuhan aja balas smua tuh..tak ape..puas2 lah gembira..satu hati nnt kaw akan terima naseb yang lagi balaaa + musibat dgn semua aram jadah lah!!!
tak kate aku ini baik tapi ape yang aku dpt x setimpal dgn ape aku buat!
dunia ini tidak adil menindas org2 spt aku..
yes! bell harus kuat..percayalah esk adelah hari yang penuh dgn cahaya sinar kebahagiaan..
babi kaler pink..dulu mse kecik2 aku g zoo semata2 nk g tgk babi..ouh aku benci babi sebenarnye!...
perangai manusia pon kdg2 mcm babi..
kesian babi..dia tak buat salah tp mcm2 tohmahan babi dapat...kenape?
life is cruel? org tak bsalah pon kena tohmahan!
sudahlah! cukup2 la buat cerita..tak mmberi impak pon pada kaw..suke ye tgk org laen x hepi?

benci..bencii...benciii...

BENCIII!!...benci..kenape aku mest related dengan mereka2 ini?tak sanggup rasenye...ramai sgt org benci dia itu...tp aku tbe2 berkawan dgn dia? ouh malang sekali aku...kenape aku?tp dia mmg kwn aku... tp rasenye aku xde masalah dgn dia itu..so tak mjadi halangan kalau aku kawan dengan dia sekali pon..ape2 pon aku sntiase mgmbil langkah berjaga2...
tp mulut orang tak boleh tutup..selagi mereka rase mereka berhak bersuara..
dengan lantangnye cacian itu juga ter'tempias kat aku..ape slh aku?
mybe ade suara2 sumbang ckp 'belle acting baik aje depan org' tp belakang2 laen..
sape suruh kaw x kenal aku sebetol2nye..mybe aku jugak silap sbb x kenal engkau jenis kawan yg mcm mne kan? hurmmm...kalau betol lah aku dibenci, kenape masih rmai lagi yg masih setia?bodoh kah korang? allah maha adil..karma alive..terima aje balasannya satu hari nanti..
amin....semoge itu benar2 pengajaran kepda engkau..
this is my life..kamu tidak berhak untuk mengaturnya melainkan engkau dikalangan orang yang aku sayangg..
yes i always smile..ape belle neh takde perasaan ke?x marah pon...x nanges pon..tapii...sakit di hati tuhan saja yang tahu..

kecewa


since break with him...aku dah x serious dengan sape2 dah! punye la ramai org masuk line..him! him! him! and him! semua aku x layan...smpai aku pulak wat dorg kecewa..balas dendam x kena tempat=(
semua aku x layan..kesian kan?
and aku pon kesian kat diri aku sendiri..
sympathy or emphaty? sebab jantan tu aku lost evertyhing..life kucar kacir..bsepah2..life macam babi..kawan kaw x kurang..kurang hajarnye! engkau pulak semakin berlagak dengan life kaw yg semakin hepi maybe???

menyesalnye aku jd girlfriend yang baik kepada kaw dulu..dengan semua cakap kaw..kaw x bg aku x buat..kaw jgn aku pon jangan...habes semua num lelaki laen aku delete sbb konon setia lah...ending of the love story...kaw pergi kepada perempuan itu sbb perempuan itu lagi cantik..tp aku tgk life kaw lingkup jugak! ahh mls nk pikir pasal lelaki bodoh dan x reti menghargai ini!..