trouble is a friends

"rocket"
people come and people go
people gonna comes some more
they pick a fight
but its alright
at least i get to home tonite
i cant believe we almost get famous for nothing baby....

hurmmm...people now dah x sama macam dulu..
what cn i see...no more word "kawan karib" lagi yang biasa kita tulis mcm zaman buat biodata dalam buku sekolah sekola dulu...so sad kan?

apetah lagi BFF..a short form for bestfriend forever...nahhhh...dah x wujud..
ada pun hmpir2 pupus...where can i get bff?jadi mcm paris hilton?beli bff?omg! such a wasted..

okey! trouble is a friends by lenka..mybe its true?
and i love that song ;)

i get some trouble again..with my best friend...haaa....
one of my friend say..."DONT TRUST EVEN SHE IS UR BESTFRIEND..BECAUSE UR BESTFRIEND CAN BE UR WORST ENEMY ONE DAY!"
nahhhhhhhhhhh....memang pun...i have a lots of fren..i tod i cn trust them..but not! NOT! NOT! they talk shit bhind me...
always blame me for a small mistake..mcm besar sgt salahnye tu....dah penat jaja cerita...lepas tu bila cerita dah basi...one year,two year after that...cr balik...menyesal lah ape lancau semua ada...hey! i do fren but sorry...saya x maafkan awk pun..its too big for me carry that shit things..

again...bestie do again to me! leave me like nothing..so heartless!...
okay okay..x pe..im so strong handle dis one shit!
and talk this to malau...haaa..dia kata aku x boleh kawan lebey2...kawan biasa2 je...and one thing..susahhh nk berkawan dgn perempuan niy ;)
benar benar sekali..normal laa..klu nk bkawan.aku jaga hati kaw...kaw jaga hati aku..kan sng???aku rileks je.mybe kerileksan ini,ada yg x suke tgk?
habes tu nk buat mcm mana?
klu aku boleh accept bad attittude kawan..kenapa kawan x boleh accept bad attitude aku?mybe its to bad...haaa...what ever L!!!


nahhh! exam pun dah nak mula..so i have no worriessss lgsung! bukan no worries abg exam...tapi no worries for people who ignore me..well...ape kaw pikir aku x boleh hidup?
eniway...thanks for he memory and ur nice help ;)
i do appreciate....

ahh siapa lah aku ini?

dont undertand! life so cruel!
they like to judge people from external!

yes i know im not preety,
then who am i to b with u

yes i know im not cleaver,
then who am i to friend with u

yes i know im fat fat fat
then who am i to out date with u

yes i know im not rich
then who am i to know u

yes i know im not tall
then who am i to walk with u

yes i know im not hot
then who am i to make a friendship with u

yes i know im dont have anything
then who am i to have that thing

yes i know im not a singer
then who am i to sing with u

yes i know im a bad friends
then who am i to hope u put me on ur top bff

yes! people now like to judge from outside..
if u have money,power,joke,gud looking...
then u can buy people from that
done! easy rite?

what am i suppose to b next?
nahhh i dont know the answer!
i just live this live with my own rules...
am i rude?
i am so sorry..
cuz everyone is not perfect..
so if u dont like me..
nahhhh..forget me as ur friend..

oh my god!

tired..tired of the drama of this life..
dear god,
terlalu bnyk dugaan kau beri padaku..
and aku juga tabah mghadapinya..
bila kan ujian2 ini bleh dikurangkan?
x sanggup!

HAI BABI..BACE NEH..SILA2

hebat kaw bah!
pasal bnde kecik itu pun kaw war2 kan jd cerita hangat kat SANA kan?
terima kasih wey..
x sangaka org yg aku sangke baik rupenye paling jahat sekali.
menyesal aku kutuk org yg aku sangka jahat tu rupenye dia yg baik..
bukan baik mcm bidadari..
cume baik dari engkau..

hurm aku pun x ingt dah what happen..
hnye kerana ubat gigi yg aku pakai sepalit tu pun tersebar luas kaw jaja cerita?
hello! malu lah siket..
kaw tu pinjam baju aku 4-5 pasang..
pinjam cadar aku..
msk skrg dah rasenye setahun lebeh..
makcik! bila nk pulangkan???
bila pula aku kata nk BAGI kat kaw?
dgn x malu nye pakai buat pegi kelas?
ehem ehem tau la baju2 sy cantik ;)

jgn acting baik lah tag pic bagai!
padahal dlm diam! kaw saje je kan?
okay! sy sudah insaf...bukan insaf ape..
insaf nk berkawan dgn org mcm kaw wahai betine!

pasal picture??picture ape?
buat ape aku nk simpan?
sape yg dajal aku neh???kenape aku x tau ape2 cerita tbe2 klua statement bodoh neh?
maaflah..bnyk lagi kerja laen boleh sy buat dr save pic org!!!!

and then one more thing ;)
ini baikkk punye PERASAN LAWA,,PERASAN CANTIK..
ade ke tuduh aku on ym kaw?
hallo syg ku...
yg aku pun xde mase aku nk on aku sendiri weyhhh!
lagi kan nk on ym kaw nk buat ape?hebat sgt ke kawan2 dlm ym kaw?
aku neh xde keje laen ke nk hafal password kaw je?
maaf lah...TIDAK PERNAH SAMA SEKALI DALAM HIDUP SY NK STALKER ORG!

SAYA DAH INSAF NK KAWAN DGN ANDA..
HURMM! ANDA BAGAIMANA???

use somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

frust sgt

who say kawan baik adelah kawan terbaik??
nope! mmg sgt salah statement tu!
my good friend always backstabb me..haa mungkin aku terlalu bodoh memilih kawan
however...i dont mind sedikit pun..sbb kawan boleh dicari ;)

cume pedih hulu hati....bila kite sedaya upaya jage hatinya..
tp dia???
tidakk menjaga hati kita...sgt sedih!..tp ape boleh buat..
sy selalu diammmmm bukan bermakna sy bodoh okay...semua tersimpan di dalam hati..
ape yg org buat semua sy simpan smpai satu hari klu meletup..
sy selalu memilih untuk putus kawan...haa easyyy way kan?


suke ckp belakang?heyy what u do???
ingt semua org boleh dipercayai ke???
haa cerita la lebih2 pasal sy..
kalau x hari ini..hari esk mst sy dgr punye hot story korg kutuk tu..
i dont mind uke! go ahead! u tell them about me then u're making me famous ;)
gladdd with u...nice job then blow the job..ahhahahhaa

bahasa malaysia saya

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah:
berhidung mancung dan pandai berkata kata..

2. Saya sedang mendengar:
lagu dari kriss allen – heartless…lagu ini macam bermakna..saya suka lirik lagu ini..

3. Mungkin saya patut:
menguruskan badan dan mengubah perangai agar menjadi lebih rajin dan disayangi ramai..

4. Saya suka:
makan..tapi rasanya sekarang kena berubah siket

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
adalah orang yang betul-betul mengenali saya dan menerima saya seadaanya

6. Saya tak paham:
kenapa masih ada orang yang bodoh..padahal saya tahu mereka pergi sekolah 10tahun lamanya ;)

7. Saya kehilangan:
sesuatu yang saya sayang..tapi..biarlah..mungkin esok ada penggantinya

8. Ramai yang berkata:
saya gemar berpoya poya atau dalam erti kata lain sosial..ouh itu hnya dari pandangan mata-mata yang hnya melihat saya dari luaran sahaja..walhal..sy kerap berada dirumah dan selebihnya bersama keluarga tercinta

9. Makna nama saya:
cahaya yang terang lagi nyata..

10. Cinta itu adalah:
cinta itu boleh di umpama kan bagai makan sambal belacan..walau pedas hingga mengalir air mata masih mahu di makan juga..

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:
abang saya…depan..sedang ketuk ketuk skateboardnya..

12. Saya akan cuba:
menjadi yang terbaik

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud:
sehingga mati! Senang bukan?

14. Telefon bimbit saya:
berwarna putih pemberian kakak..tidak mampu beli sendiri kerana masih belajar..telefon yang jarang jarag kali berbunyi kerana tidak mmpunyai seseorang yang istemewa setakat ini..

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:
saya berangan sekejap..tidur semula jika terlalu letih..kemudian bangun terus ke bilik air

16. Saya paling meluat apabila:
ada yang tidak tahu menghargai..tidak tahu menghormati..kerana dari kecil saya telah di ajar menghargai dan menghormati..

17. Pesta/Parti adalah :
tempat yang bising,ramai orang dan tempat bagi muda mudi berhibur

18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah:
entah? Tak pernah menghayati kecomelan haiwan..mungkin saya tidak suka kepada haiwan...

19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:
ketika umur sy 3 -15 tahun..saya x pernah menghadapi sebarang masalah..apa yang saya buat semua nya sangat seronok walaupun hakikatnya benda itu tak seronok mana pun..biaselah budak budak dulu

20. Hari ini:
duduk rumah sahaja..mula merasa sedih tapi cuba tabahkan hati

21. Malam ini saya akan:
kemas bilik saya,kasi wangi wangi siket..kemudian tidur degan perasaan yang begitu indah dan berharap dapat mimpi mimpi yang indah

22. Esok pula saya akan:
bangun lambat lambat sebab semalam saya tak cukup tidur..

23. Saya betul-betul ingin:
menjadi orang kaya dan mempunyai wang yang banyak..sebab dari apa saya lihat..orang kaya boleh beli segala galanya…walaupun ,perasaan gembira

24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini:
ermm tidak melihat muka..terus melihat bahagian perut. masih gemuk sambil timbang berat badan..ouh dah turun 2kg ;)amin

25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:
lebih kepada pusat membeli belah..jadi saya boleh beli baju yang cantik cantik

26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
makanan barat…makanan jepun meloya

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
terang..tiada perasaan takut..

28. Makanan segera adalah:
makanan yang cepat..menggemukkan..tapi itu yang menjadi kesukaan

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
u memang teruk!

30.Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?
sesiapa sahaja..ini pun saya curik dr ima

flu

nothing to do today...facebook and always facebook...what the bored..nk kluar duit tak ade...
hurm...so dr pg bwk ke malam tdo..
makan..haha im happy today..im lose my weight 5kg in a week...thnx god ;)
kasi la turun lagi..huuuu ;)

flu flu flu...x sukenye...
panas2 gini pun flu jugak...hurm..as a human..
panas salah
hujan pun salah..hahhaha
i dont know what to list here..too bad lama x update blog..

the precious i have

bangun pagi spt biasa..melihat jam di dinding..ahh awal lagi..nk pegi mana hari ini?ermm dila ajak kluar..dia pun ajak keluar..ingt nk hepi2 today..but not like what i so expected...its a bad day..hurmm..sedihnye ;(
bia la..im believe with karma..one day u will b punish for what have u done to me! amin..
then ptg siket jmpe apel my apapelle..;) terubat saket hati ini...cube melupekan bnde laen...and try to happy...then afta that...balik uma...
we r celebrating bufday mum..happy bufday mum..moge semakin mude dan mude..hikhik ;)
kakak saje je kate dah potong kek and bkk hadiah..rupenye belum..best..mereka smua tggu aku..haih..bermula pukol 9.then sing a song for mum ;) mst mak hepi gile for this suprise bufday party ouhh...i can see thru her face.. and i like the feeling and the smile ;)
hilang rase sedih aku buat ketika itu...hurm..now i wat thinking...there a everything for me..now him! then now...i believe mereka aja yg bisa buat hati ini senyum ;)

for someone : remember..once i hate u..i hate u forever..once i love u..i will love u forever

valentines day

its not special..and i wont celeb8 this idiot day

grrr! aku pun reti tension jugakkk!!

today..
31 january 2010
sunday

morning :
malas gila nk bgn..nk cr mknan pun mls.bahana..kena kat diri sendiri...berlapar..
nk msk megi..tup2 gas habes...
megi kembang..x makan laaa jawapannye=)

afternoon - evening :
still in lazy mood..demi dia aku pun bersiap laa...mandi2..klua..tgk movie adnan sempit..kelakarrr...
good mood
mkn mc donel plus buy pandan layer cake..sedapnyeee...
kluar smata2 nk cr memory card...if x..mne kua...dok uma tdo..

nite :
smpai uma kol 11..damnn tired...
kena marah pulak with 2 person okay!!...
wahhh panjangnye msg...
penat smlm n kmarin x hilang lagi..ditambah hari ini punye..
kenapa la mereka susah sgt nk memahami?

belle " sabar itu separuh dr iman"
as a girl...aku pikir ape laki suke ape yg mereka x suke..
but as a guy...have u tinkin like what in my mind?
the answer is no!

penattt..tension..stress...kenapa la sy je perlu memahami org sekeliling?
sedangkan org sekeliling x nk memahami sy?

kisah seorang gadis

kisah seorang gadis :

she have one guy.."that"
not caring like she want..
not romantic like she need..
not so sweet like she want..
not to tall like she want..
dont have lots of sense humor like she want..
that guy dont know how to make her smile..
but she give the best smile to that guy bcause she want to make that guy happy..
that guy dont know drawing,not love poem or cute quotes..
like she love,but she dont care...
its not the big problems..
she spends long time to do hair and make up for the guy who never appreciate..
she follow what that guy asking she to do..
she dont do what makin that guy hurt..

she accept that guy with open heart and with full arms..
at at the same times...
have another guy that....
more caring..more sweet..more funny tell her that he love her..
always make that girl smile..
what must that girl do desicion?

but at every night..
she was thinking...
what she must to do??
leave what she have for another guy that love her
or
still together with guy who always make her sad and cry with the whole night 5 day in a week?
what happen to that girl after she make little mistake?

for the guy......
please accept her like she has done for u...
appreciate is the most gratest...precious damn thing for girl




FINISH READING?PITY TO THAT GIRL RIGHT?
ACTUALLY THAT GIRL IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BULLSHIT!

my whole life

blog aku ibarat dairi aku..setiap kali update..aku akan update ape yg aku rase...

ape yg aku lalui sehari-hari..

what im feel

what i want

what i need

what i think

what i do

where i go

who is me

who is friend

my family

and everything about me...

yes...judge me based what u know me..

and if u want..u can jugde me based what u see with ur eyes...

not judge based what u hear..or judge from gossip or other

yes! share dairy...sgt malu..

but this is my place where i can tell people what i feel...

blog sy sgt mbosan kan...kalau ade pic..pic je belambak2..kalau xde pic..semua kena baca..penat lah nk bace..

suke hati cuz this is my blog...shit up ur mouth and keep quiet..

by the way... u r invited to read my dairy=)

jeleousy

aku pelik dgn kaw...kenape kaw suke dgr ckp org?ape susah kalau kaw kenal aku betol2..

jgn judge dr luaran..

sbb aku neh jenis mmg x kesah org nk ckp ape pasal aku...nk kutuk...silakan..aku x peduli ngn org mcm nih..kubur tggu engkaw...lagi kaw hina aku..rasenye semua pahala kaw dtg kat aku...

terima kasih musuh...

cume ape yg x sedap skrg..org pcaye ckp kaw...yes! agree..mule2 mmg org akan ekot je ckp kaw...dgr la konon kaw betul...

tp fakta kaw tak tau

one day people akan jdge kaw busuk sebusuk2nye...

dah x akan ade org pcaye kaw melaen kn kaw meet new people everyday..

but dunia ini related...

mybe kwn kaw kwn aku...hahaha...aku x kutuk kaw but people akan sedar sndiri sape yg jahat sape yg baik...

buat engkau yg egois...dunia kaw sedang naik..tggu 1 hari nnt=)

semua org akan pndang jelek kat kaw...

sbb cerita2 kaw aku admit ramai gila benci aku...semua cm takot gila lahhh nk kawan ngn aku...

mulut org aku dgr mcm2

" takot uhh nk kwn ngn bell..bnyk kot org citer bad pasal dia...ape yg x kena ngn dia?dia ok x?

pertanyaan org ttg aku..hoo terima kasih musuh..at least u r making me damnn famous...

so famous...penuh dgn kontoversi...aku abes belaja aku nk lupekan everything ttg unisel..

at unisel i meet too much bad people...

muke mmg baik...tapi hati busuk tak gune...

so kepada kawan lama....

terima kasih tikam kawan...

but now u r not my fren anymore..

please hide ur fake smile to me..

belakang citer busuk depan senyum2

hahah so funny

yg ini belkang cerita busuk

hina aku la...sbb nk jage name kaw..

sekarang ckp kaw syg aku..ouh my god..tuhan..

kenapa ada org mcm ni?

kenape x leburkan aje ?

kawan lama sy yg cantik+ gorgeous + femes + hotstuff +

korg x kan lama di atas...one day korg di bawah dan aku di atas..

jgn pade mse tuh korg nk mintak maaf..

cuz for me..

sorry seems to be the hardest word

and

im so hard nk maafkan org..

jgn harap dgn senyum aku ingt aku dah maafkan korg!

neverrrrr!

to my besties

please honestly to b my friend

im always love you=)

if one day u hate me

i will hate u more than u hate me..

trust me=)

sister

pagi tadi kak nie call...marah2 cuz the picture

damnn mannn! bnde kecik pun nak marah!

tthen pesbuk ngn akak y

she said :

buat lah.. dh besar ponn.. chill.. life is not as simple as that.. u will learn better when u go thru it.. dont blame people who cared about u.. they just cared becoz they love u..

: u & me know her better.. she cant just shut her mouth when things gone wrong.. take it easy.. just behave urself.. u can do.. dont go too far

: not easy being u.. my advice is think about what she want u to be.. just b a good girl... as simple as that.. its true

u think it is a very small thing.. u never know whats people thinks about u.. cant elaborate to u in details..
but think!! think!! think!!

ermm...tu lah...aku tau kakak2 syg aku..but its small thing..im 21 this year...common la...lepas tu terus tak ade mood...ngn si dia buat hal..kata aku x honest la..ape lagi kaw nk aku buat???

aku abis jujur ngn kaw...