december 2011

firstly, ALHAMDULILLAH kepada tuhan yang masih memberi aku nyawa dan aku masih mampu bernafas sehingga hari ini..

from jan to dec 2011, life is good..i learn how to live this life..
family & friends is supportive.. and seperti biasa.. life teaching us everyday.. life is easy but people's make it complicated!

in 2011, alhmdulillah aku berjaya habes kan study even tho aku seorang yang paling pemalas nak study dan suka buat masalah.. sesudah berakhir upacara konvo semua.. aku akhirnye memegang segulung ijazah diploma multimdia industry.. thanks kawan, family and myself sebab gagah kan diri jugak untuk habes kan study!

walaupun aku stress gaduh sana sini..stress putus cinta dgn ex-bf.. stress dapat roomate bilik mcm kedai tomyam.. stress sbb selalu kekurangan duit.. stress mcm2 benda.. finally all that shit is over in 2011... hope 2012 is nice to me ;)

masuk alam pekerjaan.. workin sucks.. people in the office is sux.. and everything is sux.. kerja yg aku buat semua serupa balaci nepal punya..gaji jenis bayar bangla.. kerahan tenaga yg serupa robot.. serupa machine 24hours non stop jalan.. if aku battery pun, tak sempat charge full lagi, dah kena sambung bkerja.. lama2 batery pun boleh kembung boleh rosak! apatah lagi gadis seperti aku.. cewahhhh...

now, family okay.. money in my pocket.. workin in new office as secretary is AWESOME! people comes and people go, people gonna comes some more.. friends that i can count which is good.. boys keep playing and playing, i dont know until when..

hope one day, evrything comes clear.. i hope i have a software that i can edit to make it pretty! application that i can play, forward, store, move, pause and delete in my life.. and antivirus for a life!
hope 2012 is prettier than 2011..

PSYCHO !! KEJE NAK GAME ORANG JE! DONT DISTURB ME LAH!

msg dari saiko yang selalu sangat kacau aku!
white box is what i reply to him

p/s : this is saiko man!! sumpah lah saiko..
ya allah! mcm mana lah aku boleh kenal saiko mcm ni tah! scary merryy! aku tak reply even satu pun msg dia.. then he keep sending msg.. itu baru kata msg .. belum lagi missed call.. haishh...
abaikan perkataan sayang cinta apa lahabau babi shit semua tu! dia hanya saiko yang hanya nk menjahanam kan hidup orang.. ughh!
TOLONGLAH JANGAN SAIKO SAYA MCM NI.. SAYA STRESS LAH! TUHAN SAJA YANG TAHU BETAPA STRESS NYE SAYA...!
YA ALLAH AKU BERMOHON PADAMU AGAR DIJAUHKAN DARI LELAKI SAIKO MCM INI HARI INI ESOK DAN HARI2 MENDATANG.. AMINN

the bad story behind! baru aja kenal, then he say he like me so.. aku pulak yg tgh stress, bg la chance this guy kenal aku.. he is 22 and finnaly i know he already married..OMG!! thats the reason why im not reply his text anymore! i was wonder lah mcm mana dia boleh tinggal bini dia yg dekat hospital tu utk aku? msg 24jam..call 24jam.. macam orang tak ada life! tolonglah kesian siket dekat wife u yg dekat hospital tu! bini tgh bperang dengan maut.. dia boleh mgatal? lelaki zaman sekarang.. mmg dah susah nak cari lelaki baik sekarang ni.. :"(

kita seorang yang perasan nak mampus

kita ade suke dekat lelaki ni.. tapi kita tengok dia mcm dah ade gf pulak.. tak jadi la kita nk ckp kat dia kita suka dia..
kita perasan gile ahh.. bodo pulak kita rasa mcm ni..cakap mcm ni dekat blog.. boleh buat bunuh diri awk tahu tak?
takpe la.. kita taknak la ckp apa2.. kita takot gile kena game..
semoga awk bahagia.. kita jeles nk mampus ni.. tapi nak buat cane lahh.. kite malu nk ckp kita suka awk... kalau awk gentle.. mst awk dah bgtau kita kan.. kbai

kalau makan chocolate boleh buat kurang stresss.. pasti saya akan mati dalam longgokan coklat

hey you, yes you.!!!

hey you, yes you. stop being unhappy with yourself. you are perfect stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing people liked you as much as they like someone else. stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your quirks. love them. without those things you wouldn't be you. and why would you want to be anyone else ? be confident with who you are. smile, it'll draw people in. if anyone hates on you because you are happy with yourself then you stick your middle finger in the air and say screw it. my happiness will not depend on others anymore. im happy because i love who i am. i love my flaws. i love my imperfections. they make me. and 'ME' is pretty amazing :)