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blog niy asek mood sedey je
bila nk hepi tah?

blog niy x lawa
bila nk update kasi cantik tah

blog niy xde layout
x reti nk edit..setting kat mana?

blog niy xde lagu
pegi amek mic nyanyi sendiri..

blog niy x ramai follower
sbb x reti add..mcm mana? hahahha

blog ni bosan
pegi mampus sama kaw!

penat

yesterday,
11 pagi - bangun tidur.mandi2.pegi main hall unisel
230 ptg - pegi main hall lagi...tp stillx ley settle fees ;( so bad
4ptg - pegi jmpe miss...presentatation
6 ptg -balik kl
8 mlm - smpai kl..balik cheras
9 mlm - pegi nilai uma mum..take baby akishmish yg x de rupa baby lagi dah..hahahha
12 mlm - gerak back to kl
1 pg - smpai kondo...kemas brg,sleep

today,
9 pg - bgn tdo..mamai2...berangan..mengeliat..golek-golek kejap
10 pg - mandi siap2.
11 pg - g keje ;) nahhhh
now,
2 ptg...rombongan dr penang mai ;) nothing lot to do..
so i sit here...online facebook..and curahkan perasaan sedih gembira juga kecewa
dlm blog yang penuh unsur2 sedey niy...

im so tired...penat bila pikir exam da dekat...plan to kedah..ditambah kerja lagi..
haih gedik betul bell niy..semua bnde nk buat....
hope everythings gonna b okay ;)
god i love u..

god r watching me

OH MY GOD
belle like to say this word..
so that mean..god r watching me..
every second
if i lose one..petik jari i will find another 10 ;)
hahhaha...
di samping dilemma bodoh ini...
aku lupe..aku ade rmai lagi kawan ;)
ouh terima kasih kawan2....

thanks for the memories

i do love my friend
i do love everyone around me
then,because of 1 mistake..
then they hate me..
you hate me..
its not my first time...im accept mith my full heart ;)
what mistake?why dont u tellin me?
u decide to do that so nahhh! i give to u..
do whatever u want...
nahh i dont care..
i wont waste my time to cry or regret because of u..
yes i say i love u as my friend
once u do that means u want to do rite?
so ape lagi aku nk buat???nk pegi jmpe kaw?
nanges2?nope! im not that type
i do call and text...
dalam hati nk tnye kenape2..i ask people around..
they dont know..
SO! I DECIDE MYSELF..I DONT WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN AND WHY!
penat penat,..x kan aku nk kejar?
hurmm...
LASTLY,I WROTE HERE...CUZ I KNOW U WILL READ ONE DAY ;)
thanks cuz stalker me ;)
thnx cuz help me ;)
thnx cuz kita pernah berkawan ;)
thnx for the memories both us ;)
thnx cuz make me happy with ur laughm ;)
hampir menanges buat blog nih..yes im sad..
bukan aku jenis xde perasaan....
deep inside im cry..
so..biarlahhhhhhhh...
bye2 babe... thnx for hating me...

penat2

smpai2 unisel...nk balik ke uma sewa 1 probs..i need fren to help me..nseb baik ada malau..ohh thanks...then smpai je uma sewa...no people there...seram jugak sorg2..then i call ima pick me at home..lepak ostel la ;) nseb baik mak guard india tu xde..ade ke kejar aku smpai uma..gaji kaw pun bpe posen je..x buat keje pun xde hal la..x ya nk ekot rules sgt! kang uma kaw aku baka..ahhahaa...

pening pikir pasal presentation..lepas tu pikir pasal baya yuran.
haih bayangkan aku dr ostel,ke fitm..pegi main hall..pegi pp.."jalan kaki"
sumpah penat...but then my family dont understand my situation...dorg tau aku balik unisel..selamat pegi selamat smpai..okay enuff...
pastu nasihat belajar rajin2..haaa sng! padahal..aku punye terukk kat sini..they dont know...bila aku wat hal siket...
mule la marah2..adik kaw niy pemalas..bnyk alasan..haa mcm2!

hope everthing will b okay today..tomorow and tomorow after death ;)
mak! adek da penat da niy! tlg laaa ;(
god! help me please..i know u watching me every sec ;(

trouble is a friends

"rocket"
people come and people go
people gonna comes some more
they pick a fight
but its alright
at least i get to home tonite
i cant believe we almost get famous for nothing baby....

hurmmm...people now dah x sama macam dulu..
what cn i see...no more word "kawan karib" lagi yang biasa kita tulis mcm zaman buat biodata dalam buku sekolah sekola dulu...so sad kan?

apetah lagi BFF..a short form for bestfriend forever...nahhhh...dah x wujud..
ada pun hmpir2 pupus...where can i get bff?jadi mcm paris hilton?beli bff?omg! such a wasted..

okey! trouble is a friends by lenka..mybe its true?
and i love that song ;)

i get some trouble again..with my best friend...haaa....
one of my friend say..."DONT TRUST EVEN SHE IS UR BESTFRIEND..BECAUSE UR BESTFRIEND CAN BE UR WORST ENEMY ONE DAY!"
nahhhhhhhhhhh....memang pun...i have a lots of fren..i tod i cn trust them..but not! NOT! NOT! they talk shit bhind me...
always blame me for a small mistake..mcm besar sgt salahnye tu....dah penat jaja cerita...lepas tu bila cerita dah basi...one year,two year after that...cr balik...menyesal lah ape lancau semua ada...hey! i do fren but sorry...saya x maafkan awk pun..its too big for me carry that shit things..

again...bestie do again to me! leave me like nothing..so heartless!...
okay okay..x pe..im so strong handle dis one shit!
and talk this to malau...haaa..dia kata aku x boleh kawan lebey2...kawan biasa2 je...and one thing..susahhh nk berkawan dgn perempuan niy ;)
benar benar sekali..normal laa..klu nk bkawan.aku jaga hati kaw...kaw jaga hati aku..kan sng???aku rileks je.mybe kerileksan ini,ada yg x suke tgk?
habes tu nk buat mcm mana?
klu aku boleh accept bad attittude kawan..kenapa kawan x boleh accept bad attitude aku?mybe its to bad...haaa...what ever L!!!


nahhh! exam pun dah nak mula..so i have no worriessss lgsung! bukan no worries abg exam...tapi no worries for people who ignore me..well...ape kaw pikir aku x boleh hidup?
eniway...thanks for he memory and ur nice help ;)
i do appreciate....

ahh siapa lah aku ini?

dont undertand! life so cruel!
they like to judge people from external!

yes i know im not preety,
then who am i to b with u

yes i know im not cleaver,
then who am i to friend with u

yes i know im fat fat fat
then who am i to out date with u

yes i know im not rich
then who am i to know u

yes i know im not tall
then who am i to walk with u

yes i know im not hot
then who am i to make a friendship with u

yes i know im dont have anything
then who am i to have that thing

yes i know im not a singer
then who am i to sing with u

yes i know im a bad friends
then who am i to hope u put me on ur top bff

yes! people now like to judge from outside..
if u have money,power,joke,gud looking...
then u can buy people from that
done! easy rite?

what am i suppose to b next?
nahhh i dont know the answer!
i just live this live with my own rules...
am i rude?
i am so sorry..
cuz everyone is not perfect..
so if u dont like me..
nahhhh..forget me as ur friend..

oh my god!

tired..tired of the drama of this life..
dear god,
terlalu bnyk dugaan kau beri padaku..
and aku juga tabah mghadapinya..
bila kan ujian2 ini bleh dikurangkan?
x sanggup!