they dont know they hurt you

sometimes...
kite dibawah
dan sometimes..
kite diatas..

because of one mistake..
they hate u..
hate u more and more
even sometimes u dont know
what's ur fault?
whats's ur mistake?
what u have done
who's the people?
who r them?
bullshit!!!

they dont know they hurt u
until one day they walk on ur shoes

entah...mulut orang kan

xtau nak kata...
bile kite ade probs,,rasa lega bila dpt share dgn orang yang kite rasa boleh tlg kite....
boleh mendengar ape kite ckp....
boleh bg pndapat...
semua beban dlm kpale rasa hilang...kosong..
jauh di sudut hatii...
rasa legaaaaaa sgt....

tapiiii!!!!
BULLSHIT OR TAK?
bile kite cite probs kite
then bila smpai kat mulut2 neraka jahanam
jadi laen..
jd busuk sgt
jd gaduh....
ouh sgt tahiiiiiiiii tahi
pundek!! aku rasa cm nk buno kaw pun ade niy
mulut kaw CAM HARAM kan?
smpai bile kaw nk jd PEROSAK BANGSA??
aku rasa elok kaw mati je laaa dr hidup mulut bau bangkai...

tak kesian ke kat aku??
KAWAN KAW
aku pecaya kaw kot..tp kaw HANTUUU!
aku tsalah pecaya kaw
itu yg masalahnye...

laen aku cerita
laen kaw crita kan....oh mai god...
mcm mne nk buat??
org kate diam je...besok2 diam la mulut2 org

tp mslhnye....klu awl2 dia da busuk kn nama kita..
esok bila dia diam...
smpai bilepun org akan pndng kite busuk,,,
pdhal slh kite ape???
makkk...mcm mne nk buat???
sedey sgt niyyyyy
;(((

beza lelaki dan prmpuan

saket hati bila ada lelaki yg x paham perempuan!!
saket hati bile aku pun x paham dorg..
rase nk marahhhhhh..rase nk mencarut!

at last i found the fakta!

1)lelaki ada 1 nafsu
tapi perempuan ada 9 nafsu

2)lelaki memikirkan 80% tentang seks dan 20% bnde lain
perempuan memikirkan 20% tentang seks dan 80% tentang bnde lain

no wonder lah kalau perempuan menyampah dgn lelaki yg x habes2 memikirkan sex..mcm dah x ada bnde laen nk ckp..smpai saket hati..klu jalan kl ke perlis..rasanya topic yg sama..seks seks and seks...ape lah kepala otak dorg niy...bile aku marah,dia kate itu normal..tp bygkn spnjng pjalanan 3-4 jam dok ckp seks..haih x suke!!!!!

no wonder lah klu prmpuan gemar shopping..sbb prmpuan ade 9 nafsu...tp x lelaki..mereka hnya ada 1...dah hnye ade 1 target...so mereka akan dpt kn ape mereka mahu...tp tidak bg perempuan...so for guys...jgn lah mmbebel klu dgr pmpuan x habes2 shopping...x habes2 shopping...

benar kate dato dr fadzilah kamsah....
"perempuan dan lelaki sama sekali tidak sama"

meaning of friends

i promise

♥I promise you my heart♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise we'll never be apart♥
♥I promise not to hurt you♥
♥I promise to never make you cry♥
♥I promise to always trust you♥
♥I promise not to lie♥
♥I promise you forever♥
♥I promise you tonight♥
♥I promise you my respect♥
♥I promise to do things right♥
♥I promise to always be there♥
♥I promise until the end♥
♥I promise to always love you♥
♥I promise to be your best friend♥
♥I promise you my love♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise this forever♥
♥I promise our friendship is my life♥
♥u're the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥
♥u're the STAR to my BURST,♥
♥u're the POP to my TART,♥
♥u're the MILKY to my WAY,♥
♥u're the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥
♥u're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥
♥u're the ICE to my CREAM,♥
but mostly....
♥u're the BEST to my FRIEND like all others..♥

kosong yang kurasakan

kamu seperti hantu
terus menghantuiku
kemanapun tubuhku pergi
kau terus membayangi aku
salahku biarkan kamu
bermain dengan hatiku
aku tak bisa memusnahkan
kau dari pikiranku ini
reff: di dalam keramaian
aku masih merasa sepi
sendiri memikirkan kamu
kau genggam hatiku
dan kau tuliskan namamu
kau tulis namamu
tubuhku ada di sini
tetapi tidak jiwaku
kosong yg hanya kurasakan
kau telah tinggali hatiku

failed

i think i can give more..but seriusly i cant? im sorry...
too many ways to tell u but i thnk here is the place..
idk if u read my blog or nope ;(

why this feeling move so fast?
sorry syg ;((
i sendiri pun x tau...
where's they go and which place dia tersesat..sumpah i x tau..

do not forget me..but hope u can forgive me

1st day puasa

going to market..but something good for restaurant..hhahaha...then after that
makan steamboat..aww sedapnyaa sedapnya ;) then beli roti with tuna..
omaigod..itulah permulaan sahor aku untuk 1st day puase tahun 2010 niy ;)

bgn lewat...aroun 6pm..sempat mkn roti 2keping plus aer soya..
ade budak tu msg dia kate dah azan..omaigoddd...x pe...puase je...hope tahun ini lebih diberkati ;)

anak hantu

semalam....dok uma sorg2..haih sgt bosan..nk tgk tv x reti..last2 bukak tv channel radio..so dgr lagu je la...lepas2 kemas uma elok2..da sapu2 mop2 lantai semua...
then msuk bilik online..bukak tv dgr radio..tibe2 dgr mcm ade org alih perabot..cis hantu niy nk maen2 kan aku ape??
grrrr...buat2 mcm berani..bce bismillah..klua dr bilik tgk keadaan sekeliling..
then xde ape..
msuk bilik balik..tbe2 dgr bunyi mcm bende jatuh...perghhh skali lagi...mmmg hantu betul!!!!
then online online..ckp fone..smpai ttdo! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

damnn tired

friday - 3 to 8pm..stuck in jammed 5hours...padahal keliling tu je...perut lapa...take away kfc jap..at last dpt mamam twister ;) nseb bukan aku yg drive..mne aku reti pun..hahahhaa..otp til 4 pagi..then zzzzzz...

saturday - wake up early moning...kol 9 da bgn mndi2 teros kua...lemari boleh roboh!!! brengset betui! baju bnyk sgt ouhhh...then semua jadi lambat...pegi OU..jenuh la nk pusing satu OU tu..semput agaknye..penat maen kejar2 ngn nadim je..hahahhaa...
then lepas meet kakak,pegi pavy meet si dia..hehehe..malu2 lagi???
perut lapa...mkn mc d je pg td..then dekat pavy..tapau donat jco 3 ketul...tu pun mkn 1 je...muak muak muakk!! bwekkk!!! satu lagi tapau nsik lemak old town..abg tu na ngorat aku kot...(perasan) mintak nsik lemak ayam dia kasi nsik lemak ayam+sotong...funny!
then mlm..otp til 2 pagi..then online smpai ttdo...zzzzzzzzzz....

sunday - wake up at 1130..sister call..katenye nk pegi msjid jamek..okeh...cun cun..pegi beli baju raye..omg! gne dwet sendiri..x bestnye..1st in life..but x kesah...rase mcm dah ade dwet ape pun boleh beli..hohohoho....
then g sogo..makan makan...lepak KYROS KEBAB...xde seat...mne ade tmpt duduk je..then mkn...haih teringat mamat tu..dlu mkn kyros dgn dia..hahaha..so sweet..
tgh2 lepak makan...aku prasan sorg mamat tu snap pic aku dr jauh..cilake..tau la pkai SLR..haihh laen kali nk snap gtaw la dlu boleh posing!! hahahahhaa....
then going back ;) kemas umah..basuh baju..onlineee.............

moody! bangsat!

peh aku benci sial ngn gampang sekor niy

21years old

i dont have my freedom!!!

konon kek kunci masa bufday tu da notice them im already 21.then got keys to do anything
but then i dont get it!!! so cruel!!!

anehnya!! bila aku nk buat sumthing new,they said..dont do it..kamu kecik lagi..
then when i say i cant do..they said...buat la..kaw dah besar kn??
grrrr..pressure dgn melayu serupa keling!!
buat ape nk limit2 lagi?
im 21 ok!

im just pretending

yes..im just pretend that im happy..
i still can talk nicely to people around me
i still can give da biggggg smile for everyone around me..
i can make a joke..laugh together..
yes..people said

"belle aku x penah tgk kaw sedih..aku x penah tgk kaw marah2..kaw rilekssss je..mcm org xde probs..best jadi mcm kaw niy"

yeahh...terima kaseh pujian itu..
but deep inside..im not like that..balik rumah...
murammmm durjana..meet book with pen..then conteng conteng conteng smpai puas hati..itu je mmpu..nk meluah kn rase hati..mybe x lah kot...


so much word to say..tp bile dah taip..so bad...i canttttt i cantt do more like i want just now..adoii...tension masih dlm hati..bile nk kua tah..syuhhhh pegi jauh2..

mengapa ini semua terjadi? ku tak tahu...
jadi..bak kata dewa19..
hadapi dengan senyuman..
semua yang terjadi....biar terjadi..
hadapi dgn tenang jiwa..semuaaa...kan baik2 saja...

bila ketetapan tuhan..sudah ditetapkan..
tetap lah sudah...tak ada..yg bisa merubah
dan x kan ada..bisa berubah ;)

then now..
i dont know what to do...
i just waiting for bad some news soon...i sure..
so much weird thing they gonna say...
okay belle..what ever is..ur mum trust u more..
dont care what others say..they hate u cuz jelousy ;)