kawan makan kawan kali ke 964

i do a lots for her
her dat mean she's a girl
pretty girl but bad attitude
i bring her to anywhere i go..
even if im with my family..
nahhh..
now i guess no wonder u dont hav any friend?
just bcause of ur attitude

the story is beginning
dont pissed off why im like this?
its starting from u..
if kaw x buat mslh..aku ok je kot?
penah ke kaw tgk aku marah2 org?maki hamun?
never!!
bullshit mcm mne pun mulut org..penah kaw tgk aku blas balik?
dan dgn itu kaw amek ksempatan kan dekat aku?
oyeahhhh..terima kaseh kawan..

yeahh..masa aku ade dwet..kaw dtg..jd kawan aku
yes mse tu bnyk sgt la dwet kan..smpai kena curi pun aku x sedar
mkn kaw...tambang kaw..everything aku baya..even topup?
kaw stay rumah aku..mkn semua ditanggung halal ditangung beres kan?
penah ke aku mintak kaw bayar balik?
penah ke aku mintak "eh kaw la pulak la belanje aku lepas ni"??
tak pernah weyh..x pernah kaw belanje aku!
apo la nk bkire sgtpun aku heran?

tolong la..tlg appreciate siket..aku hargai kaw sbg kwn aku..
BUKAN aku susah sgt nk cr kawan smpai kn aku perlu la sgt hargai kaw? eh x perlu lahhh...SUMPAH X PERLU
i have a lotss over there yg lagi iklas...wlaupun kwn2 aku yg laen bermulut puaka..hati dorg jauh lebih WANGI dari dr kaw? im sure!

lepas dr kes
-duit aku kerap hilang
-aku dah xde duit pun kaw nk curik jugak dwet aku
-aku x ckup dwet nk bayar kn tmbang kaw tp siket pun kaw x hulur
-nk celeb8 bufday bf kaw pun aku yg beli kan kek?
-nk tpup pkai dwet aku
-mkn,bsuh baju,tdo uma aku
-ajak kua tp dwet aku jugak yg klua?
YG PENTING..60SEN PUN BERKIRA?

AND ending-

enuff la..aku x rasa kaw BUKAN kawan yg terbaik
kaw patut sedar diri..rupa yg cantik x le bwk kemana2
aku pun x rasa rugi if one day aku dgn kaw dah x berkawan kan?
aku rasa kaw pun x rugi lah if kaw x kwn ngn aku neh..

take care kawan..rmmber me when u feel that im such an important to you ;)
for sure my mum gonna miss you too..

news :
mak aku tnye...

mak : dik kawan hang yang tetttttt tu ada dtg rumah lagi ke?
me : tade da mak..adik da x kawan ngn dia lagi..
mak : bagus la..org mcm tu tak boleh dibuat kawan

menci!!!

the worst things is i love you but u don't love me as i do..
and the 2nd worst things is i never like u but as u say..u love me so so much?
how come life like this? why i nver meet people who love me like i do?
should i try to love the one who love me so?
i cant!

this blog waa so stupid..asek ckp pasal love2 ape? bosan oke!!!!!!

to someone - hey i like you..the way u are..but i know..we just friends ;'(

pigdog..membabi menganjing

sekarang neh macam2 jenis bangsat ada..
ada yg pukimak..ade yg pantek..ade yg sial..ade yg mcm haram..yg babi..yg anjing..yg cibai makahai! semua ada lah..
dan br2 neh..profile aku di crack by someone i dont know???

siapa je yang tau pasword aku eyh? ade la bbrape org terdekat sbnanye..ermmm..
dia? oh x mungkin..ermm maybe dia.? tp x caya lah dia sanggup buat aku mcm tu?
ermm sape ehh????menjadi tnda tnye jugak..erm ermm

sedang aku sedap2 teman si nurul buat rambut..aku pun update sttus by facebook mobile..mne ade pc pun nk online kn...balik unisel x bwk lappy pulak..then g mkn kfc..last update sstus pasal kopi then log out..mls nk on lama2 bazir je..da la pkai hp..hahhaha..

seronok x seronok la..tgh2 beli KFC neh..tbe2 della msg..gaya2 msg mcm nk cari gado jugak..
aku da pelik???? what happen? dia kate aku maki2 dia kat facebook? aiyoyo?
bila? ahh msg mcm lambat sgt je...aku terus call della..
dia kate aku maki2 dia kat fb? bila masa aku online lagi? dah out kn tadi..

pastu della soh bukak link sttus juju..damnn!!! macam2 jenis carutan ada di situ..
da trully is..not me..boleh tgk kot terang2 aku on via facebook mobile sbb ade kat luar...yg si cracker tu on gne lappy or pc kot?
then dah kantoi aku reply dia reply..pndai cracker tu hack..x sempat aku nk print screen...

HEREEEE BABY!!
PUKIMAK TU PUNYE POST!
*right click to view picture ;p


ermmm...nmpk aku neh mcm jahat gile kn???



2nd pic..haa habes aku print screen..geram aku dgn cracker nehh!
the best things is..aku x taip ko ko ko la pantek! hahahhaa
siapa punye keje ehh??

jahat nye cracker neh cuz dia x update sttus aku bukan2..tp dia pegi dekat wall kawan2..damnn! kawan2 aku tu ! aku x penah ade mslh ngn dorg???
pasal bnde neh..aku jd mangsa...damnn! kot iye pun..please jgn libat kn aku la cracker..mak x suke gado2 nok..x dpt duit pun

ajarin aku bnde bodoh ini

love?
what is the love..lalalla~
aku semakin terlupa
semakin melupa
semakin tak tahu
macam mana bercinta
ada apa dgn cinta?

dlu aku lah orang paling sweet dlm dunia aku rasa
berdating..bercinta..message..
do evrything what love wnat what love need

bile org suke kite?
macam mana kite nak tau?

omaigod...br ku tahu..ade org admire aku rupenye
sorry awk..sy x reti mcm mnee??

text?msg?reply?send?new msg?
ouh what cn i do is read and smile
nk reply dah x reti?
someone please teach me how

*keling padaiyappaa keling padaiyappaa..ape bising2 sana..grrr...lupe dah semua bnde nk taip tadi..lupaaa...lupaa semua bnde

ermmmmmm..speechless dgn manusia mcm ni

orang kaya tak de pun belagak kaya
tapi org miskin sebuk belagak kaya

alkisah seorang lelaki ini
mungkin dari planet marikh asal usulnya
tujuannya mmg lah kearah kegelapan
mahu pinjam uwang kerna ketandusan
telah ku persetujui
kemudian..masa untuk menuntut bayaran
1 hari..2hari..1mggu..3mggu..1bulan..4bulan..6bulan..8bulan
ouh diam sepi tnpe berita..
buat2 lupa atau mungkin terlupa?

dlu dia update status facebook 'nx year nk keluar subaru lah'
woww..gaya mcm anak2 dato..subaru weii..bukan kancil 650..ahha
buto! nah middle finger man!
hutang siket pun x le baya..
nk subaru konon..berangan smpai ke facebook..
sah2 bnde kluar home aku baca!!
subaru remote control boleh lah kot kaw beli? kan


*right click to view picture

ermm..pelik
kaw hutang aku..kaw pulak nak maki aku..hebat lahhh kaw ni...
kire okey la aku mintak elok2 soh kaw bank in..ckp baik2..aku pulak kena sound dgn kaw..baik la tu sound thru inbox fb..dr aku gegar rumah kaw...nseb aku bukan kakak kawasan..haha
seratus pun wang juga...laen kali klu xde duit nak bayar..pikir masak2 dulu
nk mabuk2 no 2..

NEHHH!! PADAIYAPPAAA!! YENNADEII..KLU XDE DWET BUAT CARA XDE DWET! OKE...
KALAU X NAK MALU..BAYAR LA DUIT AKU TU..LU CIBAI MAKAHAI!
OKE WHAT AKU X DE CHARGE BUNGA..! HAHA..CUAK X CUAK X KLU ADE BUNGA? HAHA

tanda tanya

i will..never show my feeling
if im angry,i will pretend that im okay
if im mad,i will pretend that im okay like nothin happen
if i do miss you..read my eyes
if i love you..read my heart
but but but
when i happy..
i will show youuu that im really happy
*airmata mahal*
easy right?

when i u see me like i never care
doesnt mean i dont care
i do think a lots
deep inside im dying!

when i giv u evrything..
dats mean im gonna share evrything what i have wiv u
but certain people dont understand me..
they like to take advantage to me

when i like you..u can see how excited me
when i love you..u can see thru my eyes
when i need u..u can see the way im finding you

susah gile menjelaskan perasaan ini..bye2 pemuka pemuka bermuka!

tanda soal?

i spend all my night long read all of your sweet text until i sleep ;)
you the one who make me smile everyday..
the one who can i share busuk dan wangi..
thnx god..i do appreciate lots

but the worst thing is...
im just a dreamer..
counting sheep satu smpai sejuta..then sleepppp....
ouh im tired to b like this everyday..
goodnite everyone

i will pretend that im happy..
no worries guys <3

5 hardest question for men but i need to know the answer pleasee!

The 5 toughest questions for men are:

1. What are you thinking about?
2. Do you love me?
3. Do I look fat?
4. Do you think she is prettier than me?
5. What would you do if I died?

5 simple question a girl always asking.. actually girl need to know the answer because they need some attention when she ask that..ermm maybe lelaki x paham ape yg perempuan selalu maksud kn? its too hard mannn??? just a simple question i think?

but based on survey...see the ans

Question 1: What are you thinking about?

The proper answer to this, of course, is: “I’m sorry if I’ve been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you.”

This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following:

a. Baseball.
b. Football.
c. How fat you are.
d. How much prettier she is than you.
e. How I would spend the insurance money if you died.

(Perhaps the best response to this question was offered by Al Bundy, who once told Peg, “If I wanted you to know what I was thinking, I would be talking to you!”)

Question 2: Do you love me?

The proper response is: “YES!” or, if you feel a more detailed answer is in order, “Yes, dear.”

Inappropriate responses include:

a. Oh Yeah, shit loads.
b. Would it make you feel better if I said yes?
c. That depends on what you mean by love.
d. Does it matter?
e. Who, me?

Question 3: Do I look fat?

The correct answer is an emphatic: “Of course not!”

Among the incorrect answers are:

a. Compared to what?
b. I wouldn’t call you fat, but you’re not exactly thin.
c. A little extra weight looks good on you.
d. I’ve seen fatter.
e. Could you repeat the question? I was just thinking about how I would spend the insurance money if you died.


Question 4: Do you think she’s prettier than me?

Once again, the proper response is an emphatic: “Of course not!”

Incorrect responses include:

a. Yes, but you have a better personality.
b. Not prettier, but definitely thinner.
c. Not as pretty as you when you were her age.
d. Define pretty..
e. Could you repeat the question? I was just thinking about how I would spend the insurance money if you died.

Question 5: What would you do if I died?

A definite no-win question.

(The real answer, of course, is “Buy a Corvette!”)

DO & DON'T

L.O.V.E

Everyone can get into a rut but it doesn’t have to happen. I know people just at the start of a new relationship and couples who have been dating 7 or more years and no matter how happy or in love you are, sometimes you want to come home throw on sweatpants, eat in bed and watch bad reality TV. I think this is normal but to let it happen nightly could turn a hot steamy relationship ice cold.

Whether its a date night each week or a special night cooking new food together, make a plan with your significant other and keep it. Don’t let a long day at the office squash date night. This is a night to get dressed up, get out of the house and enjoy each others company. Go to a new place each week and look forward to it all day!



In person! The internet, iphones, texting and social networks have caused us to have some of most important conversations online. I don’t mean the “we need to talk” talks, I mean updates on our day, things you are thinking about and plans you want to make. If you find the urge to IM or text remember that there is no better way to talk to someone than face to face. Entire breakups have happened via the world wide web, don’t let the best part of being with someone happen that way too.

This isn’t necessarily only a sexual reference, but a little push to keep things spicy in all aspects of your relationship. Guys, let us come over for a movie night to find you clean shaved, smelling great and greeted with a big kiss and I don’t mean your normal kiss hello, I’m talking tongue. That will set the temperature for the rest of the date. Ladies, step up your sleep wear. You don’t have to rush to Victoria’s Secret and button, snap and strap something uncomfortable on every night but if you are sleeping over at your beau’s house bring a tight tank (sans bra) and some little white boy shorts. If your chilly, I’m sure you can think of something to warm you up!

[i need a guy like this part two]

Hey there NABILLA
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there NABILLA
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there NABILLA
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there NABILLA
"I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all"

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there NABILLA
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

[i need a guy like this part one]

I don't know how to make lots of money
I got debts that I'm trying to pay
I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings
But that don't mean much anyway
I can't give you the house you've been dreaming
If I could I would build it alone
I'd be out there all day, just hammering away
Make us a place of our own

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you

I don't know that I'd make a good soldier
I don't believe in being violent and cruel
I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight
If somebody tries hurting you

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you

Now that it's out on the table (it's out on the table)
Both of us knew all along (knew all along)
I've got your loving and you've got my song

I don't know how to make lots of money
I don't know all the right things to do
I can't say where we'll go, but the one thing I know
Is how to be a good man to you
Until I die that's what I'll do

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without
I will write you a song (I will write you a song)
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong (love is still strong)
I will write you a song
And you know from this song that I just can't go on without you

just two things!

Always remember this two fuckin things in life...

one- Don't take any decisions when you are angry...

And 2nd- don't make any promises when you are happy...

;)

funny quotes

i laugh when i read this quotes

TOO ALL VIRGIN!! THANKS FOR NOTHINGGG!!

people judge me wrong

people love to judge others kan? even mereka sbnanrnye x layak pun utk judge sesiapa...
and who the hell are you to sesuki hati nk ckp ape2...
nahhh...life is rolling..so stop to being judges.. for someone, u r in a million..
for me, u r nothing from billion ;)

hurmmm what do u think if u look at me from head to toe? yes, i am chubb, fat fat fat on my belly,piercing on nose,berambut kerinting sakai makahai, berbaju colorful kadang2 baju hijau beg pula merah..ada rmai kwn konon nye..looks like happy party people...see..
sometimes they judge me bad girl..NO IM NOT! im not criminals..im not drugs dealler or drugs addict..im dont smoke..saya x pernah bunuh org..sy suke baby menunjuk kan sy ini penyanyang kn ;)aww ..sometimes i feel like saya lebih baik dr perempuan bertudung yaw ;)


one day , my old fren said to me..
"belle, aku tgk life kaw neh best je..hepi sentiase..mcm org xde probs..best la..klu boleh aku nk jd mcm kaw"
i just smile to her...actually..siapa je manusia yg hepi? org gila aja kot..im just pretend..(bila malam telah datang..terkadang ingin ku tulis semuaaaa= lagu melly goeslow..hikhik..sempat menyanyi) nah terlalu bnyk probs smpai kan jd tension..they dont know my probs..they dont know about me..because what???BECAUSE!!!
itu ada lah kawan2 masa senang SAHAJA..so they just saw me when im happy..but when im sad? bila susa? they lost!

then..ramai org kate
"if x knal belle neh..mule2 tgk..muke sombong..muke belagak..muke tahik..muke xde prasaan"
haha semua muke2 yg jahat la...kn kn kn..
then after kenal they said im a talk-active..hysterically laughing..so..based from that..people please dont judge me wrong!

certain said im RICH
so funny..where comes the word?
im just ordinary girl, berumur 21tahun dan makan megi hari2..
hanya KAYA DENGAN SENYUMAN..rezeki hari ini adalah pmberian tuhan..baju cantik ini hasil kumpul uwang..seluar cantik ini pemberian emak..wallet cantik itu hadiah dari abang, ;)
where i got lots money? baju plus seluar plus kasut plus beg plus wallet plus everything..semua murah2 saja..baju pasar malam pun sy pakai je kalau cantik ;)


p/s : hello buddy! jgn terasa dgn belog merepek ini..sumpah sy x kutuk awk..sy cume terpikir balik ape yang orang cakap kat saya..forgive meeee...

lost in the beauty

muke ala ala lost siket



^_^



Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here

where im going?

im lost 4days..
where im going?
who know? anybody know?

the question now..
adekah kamu nk amek tahu kemana aku hilang?
ade sesiapa nk amek kesah?
ade sesiapa sayang?
ade ssiapa cari?
ada sesiapa sedar kehilangan aku??

ahhh
better jgn jwb stupid question tu..


where im going..
im going to sum place..that only certain people know.
the bullshit..the doggy place!

bye

i ask god

I asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong. I asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve. I asked for prosperity and God gave me brawn and brains to work. I asked for courage and God gave me dangers to overcome. I asked for patience and God placed me in situations where I was forced to wait. I asked for love and God gave me troubled people to help. I asked for favors and God gave me opportunities. I asked for everything so I could enjoy life. Instead, He gave me life so I could enjoy everything. I received nothing I wanted, but I received everything I needed.

just because

Just Because – I’m quiet it doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say
Just Because – I appear happy doesn’t mean everything’s ok
Just Because – I’m sarcastic doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously
Just Because – I forgive doesn’t mean I forget
Just Because – I don’t listen to you doesn’t mean I don’t care
Just Because – I’m gullible doesn’t mean you can lie to me
Just Because – I’m stubborn doesn’t mean I’m not easy going
Just Because – I don’t show my feelings doesn’t mean I don’t have any
Just Because – I don’t say I love you doesn’t mean I don’t
Just Because – I’m honest doesn’t mean I’m outspoken
Just Because – I’m not like you doesn’t mean I’m weird
Just Because – I’m unsure doesn’t mean I’m afraid

15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone's would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

pukimak..babi punya manusia

dari aritu lagi kaw buat hal...
isap rokok yg busuk tu dlm kereta
aku saba..habes aku pakai syampu bertong tong..
then selamber badak je kaw isap rokok dlm kete yg pekung ya rabbi..hbes hilang bau syampuu tu...da la aku mcm nk mati jeeeeeee!
kiri kanan asap..da mcm kena seksaan dunia...
itu 1 hal babi tu buat..

2nd
aku baik2 hati pegi bwk kaw dgn kwn aku sorg..lepak subway lagi...
siap belanje..adoi..aku mkn siket je..1 ari neh x mkn pun..balik aku soh kaw pegang kejap..
ingt lepas tuka baju aku nk smbung mkn..cilake kaw boleh habes kn??
x berbaloi aku makan baya rm70 aku dapat mkn roti secotet je...
kaw mmg manusia kejam!

3rd..aku kelua pegi uma family.
da kire bgus aku tggl laptop dgn broadband...
tggl kejap je pun x lama...3-4 jam..
pastu aku balik siap bwk makanan lagi utk syaitan2 tu mkn..
then boleh pulak dia gune kedit broadband tu smpai habes..rm20 kot..
eeeeee..geramnye...
selamber kn??babi kn??

ape pendapat anda kalau kawan anda perangai dajjal mcm ni???

ex-bf part 2

half of my ex keep calling me back..why???
and now i know why?
because..they dont know how to aprreciate when they have me..
until one day..
my ex realize that im really honesty love him..
then try to find me back?
WTF? WTH are you doin?

emang mereka nih semua bajingan! sweetalker nk mampus!

ex-boyfriend

I never get jealous if i see my ex with someone else,because my teachers always taught me to give my used toys to the less fortunate...

defination PEREMPUAN..

Bila seorang perempuan mengatakan dia sedang bersedih .., tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata , itu berarti dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya kemudian apabila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu setelah kamu menyakiti hatinya , lebih baik kamu beri dia waktu untuk menenangkan hatinya sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

Perempuan sulit untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayangi .., (karena itu banyak wanita yang patah hati bila hubungannya putus di tengah jalan) . Jika sorang perempuan jatuh cinta dengan seorang lelaki , maka lelaki itu akan senantiasa ada di pikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang dengan lelaki lain . Bila lelaki yang dia cintai merenung tajam ke dalam matanya , dia akan cair seperti coklat !! Wanita memang menyukai pujian tetapi selalu tidak tahu cara menerima pujian . Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang menyukai kamu setengah mati , tolak cintanya dengan lembut , jangan kasar karena ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia telah membuat keputusan , dia akan melakukan apa saja .

Jika seorang perempuan sedang menjauhkan diri darimu setelah kamu tolak cintanya , biarkan dia untuk seketika .., Jika kamu masih ingin menganggap dia seorang sahabat cobalah tegur dia per lahan2 , perempuan suka meluapkan apa yang mereka rasa .., kadang tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluapkan isi hati mereka .

Jangan sesekali beritahu kepada perempuan tentang apa yang membuat mereka langsung merasa tak berguna . Bersikap terlalu serius bisa mematikan suasana hati wanita . Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya sedang diam kemudian tiba2 memberikan respon positif , si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh se olah2 tidak berminat .., tetapi sebenarnya dia akan berteriak senang dan tak sampai sepuluh menit , semua teman temannya akan tahu berita tersebut .
Sebuah senyuman memberi seribu arti bagi perempuan .., Jadi jangan senyum sembarangan kepada perempuan , Jika kamu menyukai seorang perempuan , mulailah dengan persahabatan .., Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalmu lebih dalam . ^_^ ..

Jangan sesekali menebak apa yang dirasakannya .., Tanya dia sendiri !! ( itupun kalau dia jawab .., hehehehe ) .., Setelah seorang perempuan jatuh cinta , dia akan sering ber tanya2 mengapa aku tak bertemu lelaki ini lebih awal .. ^_^ , bisa jadi mantan pacarnya akan selalu ada di pikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat ter istimewa di hatinya !! .., Satu ucapan salam atau sapaan lainnya saja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya dan Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui . Perempuan paling benci lelaki yang ber baik2 dengan mereka se mata2 untuk tujuan menggait kawan mereka sendiri .

Cinta bisa jadi berarti kesetiaan .., jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa syarat dan Semua perempuan menginginkan seorang lelaki yang dicintainya dengan sepenuh hati .
Senjata perempuan adalah airmata !! ^_^ .. , perempuan suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya memberi surprise buatnya .., Mereka akan terharu dan merasakan bahwa dirinya diperhatikan .., perempuan mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang perhatian padanya dan baik terhadapnya . jadi kalau mau memikat wanita pandai2lah .., Satu hal penting yg harus diingat Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati perempuan karena apa yang dia mau hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa . kira2 begitulah kurang lebih apa yg dimau oleh perempuan .., Hemmmm ... semoga aja setelah membaca notes ini hanya digunakan utk tujuan positif.

Semoga kalian para lelaki lebih bisa memahami perempuan .., dan begitulah sebaliknya perempuan juga harus memahami laki2 .. ^_^ , tapi ingat kalian para lelaki yg harus lebih dahulu memahami wanita , karena kalian adalah Imam / pemimpin yg harus lebih mengetahui akan apa yg ingin kalian Pimpin .
entahlah ... ulasan ini bisa aja keliru .., ambil apa2 yg baik dan kira2 sesuai untuk dapat kiranya dijadikan sedikit gambaran tentang apa yg di Inginkan oleh perempuan .



*copy from someone..but ape yg dia kata olmost true ;)
take a good notes after read this wahai semua lelaki2

heartless and im hurt

i wont to b heartless...
i wont to b hurt..
make me sick full of pain..
its killing me softly...
slowly killing me..
until i die..
my heart broken..

ermm......
what a bored blog belle??

okay better im silent..
he is nobody for you..
dont reply!
dont comment!
dont call!
dont talk!

sweet enuff kan?

JUDGE

if u can judge me what can u said?
from what you see...
from what you know..
imma really wanted to know...............

okay fine!

im heartless..sgt2 heartbroken niy..always ditimpa musibah..
selalu dituduh benda bukan kesalahan sendiri..
mereka suka mendengar dari mulut orang
mereka memilih untuk bertanya kan pada orang dari bertanya aku sendiri..
terlalu baik sampai semua orang senang pijak kepala ini..
ouh tak apa..
hati ini masih kuat untuk teruskan kehidupan
hati in masih kuat untuk bersabar..
belle kan kuat ;)
go on..
your life is comes from u..
as long kau kuat belle..sentiase kuat...
mungkin sebab aku lupa tuhan...
ini ujan yang dia berikan..

goodbye!

ga tau lhoo??

sy buat blog saja suke2...
sbb tak ada org yg sdi dgr cerita sy yg selalu pnjng lebar niy

x tau pulak..
ada yg sudi view blog sy..
terima kaseh daun keladi
laen kali comment lagi;)

kita tak bagus pun

tak perlu bangga diri kasitaw semua org kita anak dato ke anak pm ke anak org kaya mana tah?
padahal kita semua sama

tak perlu bangga diri kita mampu beli LV,guess topshop zara or what ever
padahal sama aja..bila keluar pakai sehelai baju atau sehelai seluar

tak perlu bangga diri tunjuk kita lagi hebat
padahal semua orang ada kehebatan masing2

tak perlu bangga diri bgtaw semua org kita pandai buat itu dan ini
padahal..apa slhnye kite ajar mereka yang x reti?

tak perlu bangga diri kasitaw semua org dimana kita makan..mkanan kita mahal2
padahal semua makanan tu nanti proses jadi taik jugak

tak perlu hina org yang lebih miskin
padahal mereka punya budi pekerti yang baik

tak perlu jaga hati pihak atasan kalau apa yg dia buat tu memang salah
padahal..mereka tu bukan bgus sgt..harap ada nama je..kita berhak utk blaku jujur

tak perlu bangga hari ini adalah segala2 nye
padahal kita x tahu kot2 besok tuhan tarik balik nikmat yan dia bagi

RESPECT EACH OTHER
X KIRA UMUR PANGKAT ATAU DARJAT..
kita semua sama...makan nasik pakai tangan jgak..

actually sy benci org yg belagak...itu la sbb nye blog ini di create sbntar tadi...
bye2 pukimak;)

kenapa?

sy penat jaga hati orang...
tp orang suke saket kan hati saya..
kenape?
ape yg dorg nak?
dorg nk tgk sy sentiase sedih ke?

they dont know they hurt you

sometimes...
kite dibawah
dan sometimes..
kite diatas..

because of one mistake..
they hate u..
hate u more and more
even sometimes u dont know
what's ur fault?
whats's ur mistake?
what u have done
who's the people?
who r them?
bullshit!!!

they dont know they hurt u
until one day they walk on ur shoes

entah...mulut orang kan

xtau nak kata...
bile kite ade probs,,rasa lega bila dpt share dgn orang yang kite rasa boleh tlg kite....
boleh mendengar ape kite ckp....
boleh bg pndapat...
semua beban dlm kpale rasa hilang...kosong..
jauh di sudut hatii...
rasa legaaaaaa sgt....

tapiiii!!!!
BULLSHIT OR TAK?
bile kite cite probs kite
then bila smpai kat mulut2 neraka jahanam
jadi laen..
jd busuk sgt
jd gaduh....
ouh sgt tahiiiiiiiii tahi
pundek!! aku rasa cm nk buno kaw pun ade niy
mulut kaw CAM HARAM kan?
smpai bile kaw nk jd PEROSAK BANGSA??
aku rasa elok kaw mati je laaa dr hidup mulut bau bangkai...

tak kesian ke kat aku??
KAWAN KAW
aku pecaya kaw kot..tp kaw HANTUUU!
aku tsalah pecaya kaw
itu yg masalahnye...

laen aku cerita
laen kaw crita kan....oh mai god...
mcm mne nk buat??
org kate diam je...besok2 diam la mulut2 org

tp mslhnye....klu awl2 dia da busuk kn nama kita..
esok bila dia diam...
smpai bilepun org akan pndng kite busuk,,,
pdhal slh kite ape???
makkk...mcm mne nk buat???
sedey sgt niyyyyy
;(((

beza lelaki dan prmpuan

saket hati bila ada lelaki yg x paham perempuan!!
saket hati bile aku pun x paham dorg..
rase nk marahhhhhh..rase nk mencarut!

at last i found the fakta!

1)lelaki ada 1 nafsu
tapi perempuan ada 9 nafsu

2)lelaki memikirkan 80% tentang seks dan 20% bnde lain
perempuan memikirkan 20% tentang seks dan 80% tentang bnde lain

no wonder lah kalau perempuan menyampah dgn lelaki yg x habes2 memikirkan sex..mcm dah x ada bnde laen nk ckp..smpai saket hati..klu jalan kl ke perlis..rasanya topic yg sama..seks seks and seks...ape lah kepala otak dorg niy...bile aku marah,dia kate itu normal..tp bygkn spnjng pjalanan 3-4 jam dok ckp seks..haih x suke!!!!!

no wonder lah klu prmpuan gemar shopping..sbb prmpuan ade 9 nafsu...tp x lelaki..mereka hnya ada 1...dah hnye ade 1 target...so mereka akan dpt kn ape mereka mahu...tp tidak bg perempuan...so for guys...jgn lah mmbebel klu dgr pmpuan x habes2 shopping...x habes2 shopping...

benar kate dato dr fadzilah kamsah....
"perempuan dan lelaki sama sekali tidak sama"

meaning of friends

i promise

♥I promise you my heart♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise we'll never be apart♥
♥I promise not to hurt you♥
♥I promise to never make you cry♥
♥I promise to always trust you♥
♥I promise not to lie♥
♥I promise you forever♥
♥I promise you tonight♥
♥I promise you my respect♥
♥I promise to do things right♥
♥I promise to always be there♥
♥I promise until the end♥
♥I promise to always love you♥
♥I promise to be your best friend♥
♥I promise you my love♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise this forever♥
♥I promise our friendship is my life♥
♥u're the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥
♥u're the STAR to my BURST,♥
♥u're the POP to my TART,♥
♥u're the MILKY to my WAY,♥
♥u're the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥
♥u're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥
♥u're the ICE to my CREAM,♥
but mostly....
♥u're the BEST to my FRIEND like all others..♥

kosong yang kurasakan

kamu seperti hantu
terus menghantuiku
kemanapun tubuhku pergi
kau terus membayangi aku
salahku biarkan kamu
bermain dengan hatiku
aku tak bisa memusnahkan
kau dari pikiranku ini
reff: di dalam keramaian
aku masih merasa sepi
sendiri memikirkan kamu
kau genggam hatiku
dan kau tuliskan namamu
kau tulis namamu
tubuhku ada di sini
tetapi tidak jiwaku
kosong yg hanya kurasakan
kau telah tinggali hatiku

failed

i think i can give more..but seriusly i cant? im sorry...
too many ways to tell u but i thnk here is the place..
idk if u read my blog or nope ;(

why this feeling move so fast?
sorry syg ;((
i sendiri pun x tau...
where's they go and which place dia tersesat..sumpah i x tau..

do not forget me..but hope u can forgive me

1st day puasa

going to market..but something good for restaurant..hhahaha...then after that
makan steamboat..aww sedapnyaa sedapnya ;) then beli roti with tuna..
omaigod..itulah permulaan sahor aku untuk 1st day puase tahun 2010 niy ;)

bgn lewat...aroun 6pm..sempat mkn roti 2keping plus aer soya..
ade budak tu msg dia kate dah azan..omaigoddd...x pe...puase je...hope tahun ini lebih diberkati ;)

anak hantu

semalam....dok uma sorg2..haih sgt bosan..nk tgk tv x reti..last2 bukak tv channel radio..so dgr lagu je la...lepas2 kemas uma elok2..da sapu2 mop2 lantai semua...
then msuk bilik online..bukak tv dgr radio..tibe2 dgr mcm ade org alih perabot..cis hantu niy nk maen2 kan aku ape??
grrrr...buat2 mcm berani..bce bismillah..klua dr bilik tgk keadaan sekeliling..
then xde ape..
msuk bilik balik..tbe2 dgr bunyi mcm bende jatuh...perghhh skali lagi...mmmg hantu betul!!!!
then online online..ckp fone..smpai ttdo! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

damnn tired

friday - 3 to 8pm..stuck in jammed 5hours...padahal keliling tu je...perut lapa...take away kfc jap..at last dpt mamam twister ;) nseb bukan aku yg drive..mne aku reti pun..hahahhaa..otp til 4 pagi..then zzzzzz...

saturday - wake up early moning...kol 9 da bgn mndi2 teros kua...lemari boleh roboh!!! brengset betui! baju bnyk sgt ouhhh...then semua jadi lambat...pegi OU..jenuh la nk pusing satu OU tu..semput agaknye..penat maen kejar2 ngn nadim je..hahahhaa...
then lepas meet kakak,pegi pavy meet si dia..hehehe..malu2 lagi???
perut lapa...mkn mc d je pg td..then dekat pavy..tapau donat jco 3 ketul...tu pun mkn 1 je...muak muak muakk!! bwekkk!!! satu lagi tapau nsik lemak old town..abg tu na ngorat aku kot...(perasan) mintak nsik lemak ayam dia kasi nsik lemak ayam+sotong...funny!
then mlm..otp til 2 pagi..then online smpai ttdo...zzzzzzzzzz....

sunday - wake up at 1130..sister call..katenye nk pegi msjid jamek..okeh...cun cun..pegi beli baju raye..omg! gne dwet sendiri..x bestnye..1st in life..but x kesah...rase mcm dah ade dwet ape pun boleh beli..hohohoho....
then g sogo..makan makan...lepak KYROS KEBAB...xde seat...mne ade tmpt duduk je..then mkn...haih teringat mamat tu..dlu mkn kyros dgn dia..hahaha..so sweet..
tgh2 lepak makan...aku prasan sorg mamat tu snap pic aku dr jauh..cilake..tau la pkai SLR..haihh laen kali nk snap gtaw la dlu boleh posing!! hahahahhaa....
then going back ;) kemas umah..basuh baju..onlineee.............

moody! bangsat!

peh aku benci sial ngn gampang sekor niy

21years old

i dont have my freedom!!!

konon kek kunci masa bufday tu da notice them im already 21.then got keys to do anything
but then i dont get it!!! so cruel!!!

anehnya!! bila aku nk buat sumthing new,they said..dont do it..kamu kecik lagi..
then when i say i cant do..they said...buat la..kaw dah besar kn??
grrrr..pressure dgn melayu serupa keling!!
buat ape nk limit2 lagi?
im 21 ok!

im just pretending

yes..im just pretend that im happy..
i still can talk nicely to people around me
i still can give da biggggg smile for everyone around me..
i can make a joke..laugh together..
yes..people said

"belle aku x penah tgk kaw sedih..aku x penah tgk kaw marah2..kaw rilekssss je..mcm org xde probs..best jadi mcm kaw niy"

yeahh...terima kaseh pujian itu..
but deep inside..im not like that..balik rumah...
murammmm durjana..meet book with pen..then conteng conteng conteng smpai puas hati..itu je mmpu..nk meluah kn rase hati..mybe x lah kot...


so much word to say..tp bile dah taip..so bad...i canttttt i cantt do more like i want just now..adoii...tension masih dlm hati..bile nk kua tah..syuhhhh pegi jauh2..

mengapa ini semua terjadi? ku tak tahu...
jadi..bak kata dewa19..
hadapi dengan senyuman..
semua yang terjadi....biar terjadi..
hadapi dgn tenang jiwa..semuaaa...kan baik2 saja...

bila ketetapan tuhan..sudah ditetapkan..
tetap lah sudah...tak ada..yg bisa merubah
dan x kan ada..bisa berubah ;)

then now..
i dont know what to do...
i just waiting for bad some news soon...i sure..
so much weird thing they gonna say...
okay belle..what ever is..ur mum trust u more..
dont care what others say..they hate u cuz jelousy ;)

hey tyson!!

people said love only hurt someone! yeap sumtimes its true..
its happen when we meet the wrong person..
but really im thanx god cuz i meet someone that i want..
he's come but i never notice that...
i've searching the whole world like him..then i found my "hey there delilah"
he's romantic..caring..got sense of humor...
but i really appreciate him!
hurm i really hope that i can make a long relationship with my mr.right <3
dear my tyson...i love to see ur video...ahh tp sorry im not so sweet ;)
dah x reti..hope u can teach me how to sweet back..bahahhaa

semua org nak blame saya kenape?

aku niy jahat sgt kot?smpai semua ape saje aku buat org nk blame...
aku lepak dgn kawan2 pun semua org nak marah...
dgn reason ye la belle ada kawan2 hot kite niy dilupekan...
mcm bodoh laaa!!!

sejak bile aku lupe???bukan x msg..bukan x call kn?
maaf la kalau kawan2 lama sy saket hati dgn saya after tgk pic2 saya melepak dgn kawan2 saya..
kawan2 sy mmg ramai...org kata berkawan biar beribu <3
kalau nk jaga hati awk saja...penat lah saya...
letih jaga hati org..hati sy awk x pk ke??
saya sayang kawan-kawan saya...

sy keje...klu free pun ahd...nnt free kite lepak eyh!! ;)

TOUGH MILES MAY LIE BETWEEN US,
WE ARE NEVER FAR APART,
FOR FRIENSHIP DOESNT COUNT MILES,
ITS MEASURE BY HEART.

p/s : jgn la kecik hati dgn saya.....sy cube nk tunaikan pmintaan kawan2 sy..tp sy ade 1 je..klu boleh belah2 sana siket sini siket situ siket x pe la ;)

hapyy

sangat happi...sbb mse 4hb tu ade buat jahat siket..bodoh betulll...so tggu punye tggu punye tggu...at last...ade jugakkkkkkkkkkk!!! yeayyyyyyy......bodoh betul la dia tu..! nseb kaw cute!

lemari saya kasi lagu niy dekat saya ;)

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' in tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.

I'm goin' back to the start.

*he make's one video for me...play that song for me..and sing for me...sweetnye bf saya ini ;) sayang i love u so so so muchhhh**

justin bieber

x demam...tapi batuk batuk...tambah dgn flu....dah teruk sgt aku niy..perut lapa x makan lagi...hati saket x boleh ubat lagi...cm celaka kan??

yg sorg niy dok buat saket hati....yg sorg sana pun dok wat saket hati..ape lagiiii??
hari2 puji kaw niy comel la belle kaw niy comel la...eee meluat lah dgr..xde bende laen ke nk ckp.?ckp yg penting2 sudah la....bodoh hanjeng!!

saket hati dgn pkerjaan masa kini..nk quit...ga bisa..nk stay..pedihh pedihh...memikirkan tentang orang laen..diri sendiri jugak yg pedih...tidak kah kalian mengerti perasaan bodoh ini??
omaigodd...godd..terlalu bnyk dugaan kaw beri kan aku..dgn wallet hilang lagi..kali niy lagi bnyk dwet..smpairm500++ ape nk jd la belle?careless?

dgn tidur x ckup...semuaaaa rasa x kenaaa je..saket tekak..saket semuaaa...paling saket hati niyy...

bodoh betuii laaaaaaaaa

emak membebel lagi

mak call..

"adik dah lama tak call mak...lupa kat mak ka?"

adik x lupe mak la..mak tahu x adk nye wallet hilang?

mak x tahu pun..hilang dekat mana?

dekat pavilion masa tu tgh rmai orang

lepas tnye punye tanye punye jawab...
mak mule membebel..tu la x hati2..tu la..mcm mana boleh jadi?cuai..dush dush bla bla bla mak membebel..

adehhh tensionnyee!!! mak niy..da la wallet adk ilang..mak lagi nk bebel...adoiiii ;(((( klu mak nk ganti rm500 tu x pe jugak

ex saya seorang yg perasan!!

hahahah kelakar rasanya...
tgh2 online facebook..tibe2 dia IM..hye sara ;)
peh dalam hati aku ckp..gatal gile ex aku...smpai page aku..nama aku..dgn muke aku pun dia da x kenal...siap pggil sara...x kn dlm facebook x tulis delfaut name?dah rmai sgt kot perempuan dlm list fren dia????

then tbe2 dia kata aku call dia smlm?menyamar jadi sara?kenal suara aku?
bahaha
hello!!! x ada masa aku nk call kaw menyamar apa bagai???
di peringat kan lagi eyh!! TOLONG JANGAN NK PERASANNN!!!!
siapa pulak kaw smpai aku nk buat mcm tu?hebat sgt ke kaw nk rasa diri tu tinggi??
perasan jeh...ex2 aku yg laen lagi 100kali hebat dari kaw..kire kasi chance je kaw kenal dgn aku..tp kaw bodoh...x reti appreciate..so the ending lah...
ehh x ada masa lahh nk jadi sara! bukan kerja aku nk cnct ex lepas tu menyamar mcm tu!!!sorry...tak rasa malu ke ckp mcm tu?ahaha...kelakar...

adakah ini ujian atau pengajaran dari tuhan?

since dr rumah rasa x sedap hati ke?aku pun x tau nk rasa hati tu sedap ke x...seronok sungguh..yes! bawak dwet smpai 6ratus++..konon nk shopping lah...br dapat gaji katekan..so mmg agak batak siket bile dpt dwet sendiri so perasaan membuak buak nk shopping tnpe mgunakan sesen pun dwet parents..mungkin mereka patut berbangga dengan hasil titik peluh ini?sebulan bkerja? hasilnya? pencuri yang dapat habes kan hampir separuh dari gaji sy..omaigod..oh oh oh...omaigodd...tak tau rasa nk nyanyi ke rasa nk nangess skrg niy! tp seriusly im down..baby are you down down down downnn...even the sky is faling down...but now..aku yg tgh down niy!!!

dah shopping dekat situ situ..tp x beli..so masuk cotton on..try baju...randomly amek 4 helai..da la aku jumpe si babi tu dekat situ..hishh mest kaw gelak kan aku sbb wallet aku hilang kan?hahahaha..gelak la...terima kasih!
elok nk baya..tgk2 dlm beg wallet dah x ada..ouhh..malapetaka sungguh! cibai lahanat puki haram dajai anak anjing anak haram anak hantu betul! kejam nya anda mencuri wallet saya..x boleh ke anda tegur saya "CIK PKAI SLING BAG,HATI2 SIKET, PAVILION NIY RAMAI PENCURI " ouh x boleh ke kata mcm tu??ini tidak...dgn rakus dgn kejam..kaw meng'kidnap wallet comel ku...grrr! AKU MARAH NIY BABI!! tp kaw paham ke perasaan tu bile kaw da syokk tgk dwet belambak dlm tu?haihh seronok kaw pencuri..pegi belanje kawan2 makan dwet haram kan?sumpah x halal..lepas tu aku doa kaw mati busuk je!!AMIN AMIN AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN..oh TUHAN AKU BERHARAP KAU MEMBALAS PERBUATAN KEJAM MAHLOK ITU SEADIL ADILNYA AGAR TIMBUL KESEDARAN DLM DIRINYA!



berteman kan oleh anis..cik kawaii saya dr jepun niy..hehe..dia la penyedap hati...hati dah gundah gulana..dia ajak juga pegi tgk movie...ticket wyg yg lost sbb dicuri tu lesap..pegi kaunter ingt nk beli tic...naseb baik x payah beli tic da...at least im using back my rm22? nonton movie "SHE'S OUT OF MY LEAGUE" mmg best..18 and above..bahaha itu yg best kot?nahh im joke! cerita tu sumpa best! haha lawak pun lawakkk...part cukur bulu tu kelaka..hahahhaa...
smlm mcm tau2 je nk beli wallet roxy..da pgng2 da...tp aku batalkan hajat dlu..x tau kenape...lepas tu nk beli cd learn french languange rm89 pun x lepas..kasihan kat diri sendiri..
ini dah kali ke 3...asl pegang dwet bnyk mest jadi mcm niy..aku rasa dwet aku tu ade sentimental smell la???mcm mana dorg boleh bau dwet tah??after g tgk movie..aku da x larat nk jalan dekat pavy lagi..mangkuk hayun betul! then suro ammar amek..dekat depan pavy...dorg pun x nak balik uma..so pegi makan...pekena shisha..klu ade botol shisa kat uma da lama aku bantai sorg2 dgn kepala stress..eee saket hati...dorg bawak pegi karaoke pulakk..nyanyi je la dgn sore mcm meooww mbekk mbekkk ;) hepi malam tu je la..pegi repot polis..nseb baik polis tu hnsem..

-tbe2 ade aso cino mana dtg nk bwat repot jgk dekat balai polis tu...dlm 50+ sumting umo dia..dtg dr penang...sbb nk cr anaknya..dgr kata kena tgkp polis..anak dia umo 16 wat jahat..mencuri dekat mydin..aso tu citer dwet dia rm30 hilang kena curi..kesian betul..habes mcm mana la aso tu nk balik penang?dia makan apa la?dok risau anak dia punye pasal...oh ibu mana x sayang anaknya kan?aku dgr pun ckup sedih..tp aso..tp sy mintak maaf aso..sy pun br lepas buat repot wallet sy dicuri..lagi bnyk dwet sy hilang..klu dwet sy x hilang aso..dah lama saya bg aso dwet siket..buat tambang balik penang buat makan sehari dua-


DAH JADI X TAU NAK SENYUM???mcm mana eyh??serabutnye kepala otak..mana nk pk buat ic?repot polis lagi...oh babi celaka! dok pk lagi mmg la tension..tp mcm mana nk lupekan???ini mungkin ujian dari allah..tp aku redha...sabar separuh dari iman..ahh tgh2 update blog..ade kawan tegur...belle kenapa muka sedih je? dgn hati yg luluh sedih aku menjawab...wallet hilang smlm ;((

im workin now at my uncle restoren...jemput lah dtg kalau sudi..sejak keje sini..kalau ada orang tertinggal hp.. sy tggu org tu call balik..sy pulangkan balik hp dia..sy suro dia amek dekat restoren...kalau ada orang tertinggal wallet..sy call owner wallet tu soh amek balik wallet dia..itu yg sy amalkan since keje...muke sy mmg nakal...tp dont judge by that...nmpk jahat tp dlm hati ade taman syurga..sy buat baik dekat orang...dgn harapan orang juga akan buat sama saya...TAPIIIII!! itu silapp..tanggapan 1996 boleh la..now its 2010..mybe zmn da bribah kan? kepada pencuri wallet saya...tidak kah anda mahu pulangkan wallet saya kembali?pelis lahh! ;"((..dalam wallet tu ade picture emak saya yang cantik tu..tolong jangan buat benda terkutuk dgn sentimental value yg ade dlm wallet tu ;((

my mother

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
Your mother (My mother)

Who should I take good care of?
Giving all my love
Who should I think most of?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk
Who used to hold you?
Before you could walk
And when you fell who picked you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother

Who should I stay rigt close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
Comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother.

teringat ku teringat

im listen to : your guardian angel..
nice song nice lyrics..

tiba2 jiwa kacau...
jd sedih x tentu pasal..
login fb je..stalker page dia kejap..
omg! pic dgn gf baru..
hohohoho....
semoga berbahagia...
aku?lepas break..nothinggg!!!!
tetap mcm niyy jeee...
hurmmm.................

bodohnye manusia

hurmmm
punye nak bodoh punye manusia..aku upload pic untuk share bersama..biasa la...
facebook...
macam ini punya manusia pun ada..ape ke jadah otak kawww mmg kuning ke?
aku x suro pun kaw stime ke stone ke ape..bengap laaaahhhhhhh...
kesian dia..mungkin xde gf cr jalan mudah stalker page org lepas tu ckp mcm org bodoh..
haaa..lastly aku delete dia...puas hati x jmpe lagi org mcm tu...
tuhan tolong lah mamat tu..semoga dia reti menaip dan bercakap mgunakan otak..sedih rasanya...jadi manusia tp otak mcm ayam! x boleh pkaai

oh tuhan!

terbaca satu cerita pendek dekat internet..x sangka ada orang yang terlalu miskin sampai berkongsi baju..aku nak ape saje family mesti bagi..nak x nak..murah ke mahal..zmn skrg...nk zara nak topshop nak guess..nak makan mc donel..nak makan pizza..nak makan ape saje dapat..semua orang nak kaya..kalau aku kaya aku nk bantu rmai org miskin..amin ;) moge aku akan jd insan yg x lupa daratan dan asal usul..
sumpah aku menanges baca bnde niy...hurm..dekat public..mintak2 org x perasan ;)


tajuk : maafkan cikgu
"Saya mengajar di sekolah rendah di tengah2 bandaraya Kuala Lumpur. Saya mengajar sesi petang. Salah seorang murid saya setiap hari datang lambat ke sekolah. Kasut dan bajunya selalu kotor. Setiap kali saya bertanya tentang baju dan kasutnya dia hanya berdiam diri.

Saya masih bersabar dengan keadaan pakainnya, tetapi kesabaran saya tercabar dengan sikapnya yang setiap hari datang lambat. Pada mulanya saya hanya memberi nasihat. Dia hanya menundukkan kepala tanpa berkata2 kecuali anggukkan yang seolah2 dipaksa. Kali kedua saya memberi amaran, dia masih juga mengangguk tetapi masih juga datang lambat keesokannya. Kali ketiga saya terpaksa menjalankan janji saya untuk memukulnya kalau masih lambat. Anehnya dia hanya menyerahkan punggungnya untukdirotan . Airmata saja yang jatuh tanpa sepatah kata dari mulutnya.

Keesokan harinya dia masih juga lambat, dan saya memukulnya lagi. Namun ia masih tetap datang kesekolah dan masih tetap lambat.

Suatu hari saya bercadang untuk mengintipnya ke rumahnya. Setelah mendapatkan alamatnya, saya meneruskan niat saya. Dia tinggal di sebuah kawasan setinggan tidak berapa jauh dari sekolah. Keadaan rumahnya sangat daif. Saya nampak murid saya itu sedang berdiri di depan rumahnya dalam keadaan gelisah. Seorang wanita yang mungkin ibunya juga kelihatan gelisah.

Lebih kurang pukul 1.30 seorang anak lelaki sedang berlari2 sekuat hati menuju ke rumah itu. Sambil berlari dia membuka baju sekolahnya. Sampai di depan rumah baju dan kasutnya diserahkan pula kepada murid saya yang terus bergegas memakainya. Sebelum pakaian sekolah sempurna dipakai, dia sudah berlari ke arah sekolah.

Saya kembali ke sekolah dengan penuh penyesalan. Saya memanggil anak itu sambil menahan airmata yang mula tergenang.

“Maafkan cikgu. Tadi cikgu pergi ke rumah kamu dan memerhatikan kamu dari jauh. Siapa yang berlari memberikan kamu baju tadi?”

Dia terkejut dan wajahnya berubah.

“Itu abang saya. Kami kongsi baju dan kasut sebab tak ada baju lain. Itu saja baju dan kasut yang ada. Maafkan saya, cikgu.” Jawabnya

“Kenapa kamu tak beritahu cikgu dan kenapa kamu biarkan saja cikgu pukul kamu?”

” Mak pesan, jangan meminta2 pada orang, jangan ceritakan kemiskinan kita pada orang. Kalau cikgu nak pukul serahkan saja punggung kamu.”

Sambil menahan airmata yang mula berguguran saya memeluk anak itu, “Maafkan cikgu, …….”

Kejadian itu cukup menginsafkan saya. Selepas itu saya cuba membantunya setakat yang mampu."

letter for you ;)

my dear,
i write this letter just for u..and my all bad enemy ;)
i do miss u actually...
i just want to say,
if u hate me one times..i hate u million times..then u count urself how much i hate u ;)

then look at ur brightside,not everyone hates u as much as i do..u must proud for that things..

love,
super honestly,
♥ belle

sedikit sebanyak picture bufday ;)terima kasih ibu kedua..anjang...sbb seprise bufday party ini..sgt2 terharu...betul terharu nak nages..x sangka..ade jugak yg sayang aku..hoho..sgt hargai jasa2 anjang niy...seronok..3kali sambut bufday tahun niy..ingtkan x ada kek..rupanyaaa sepriseee belle ;)

kek kunci..means kunci kebebasan utk aku..tp aku sndri memilih utk x terlalu bebas..takut x terkawal..nnt diri sndri yg susah..ehhehe..so family more important

mat gian bodoh

hurm tak terurus..dari kl to shah alam..pick up si dyla..adek kakak..ehheh..going back to shh alam then balik kondo..tidur2...
pukol 11 mandi2 siap balik unisel..plan mau makan x sempat..
last paper hardware pukol 2.30..smpai2 terus jawab exam..(dgn x study...haha)
minah fake tu tegur aku tnye paper kaler ape?
klu aku jahat sgt mmg aku kasi tau salah je...dah dia pun dekat tmpt slh..nseb lah aku ade hati lagi nk buat baik dekat dia...so bad dia x penah sedar kebaikan aku?asek dgr ckp org..sila lah sila kan~ belle siket pun x heran..

lepas jawab exam..pegi jmpe si malau..pulang brg..then packing brg2 kat unisel..penat sungguh peluh jantan semua mengalir derasss...kemas punye kemas..pulang kunci semua..kasut pulak lupe nak amek..adoiii..lembu betul la..kasut fav pulak..hhohohoho...

malam ke kapar uma dyla..kesian dia yg drive..erm lepas tu...satu insiden yg sgt2 bodoh happen..so bad gila..mcm mana boleh jd mcm tu?
kete kena pecah...sbb mat gian tu teruja kot tgk beg bnyk sgt?lntak kaw..jnji aku selamat..beg laptop pun selamat..pncuri tu bjaya amek beg hanger je...dgn handbag..amin...itu pengajaran bagi org2 yg jahat...laen kali pegi sekola belaja pndai2...aku mmg sntiase doa yg buruk2 kepada org yg jahat dgn aku..bia hidup dia x tenang...
amin amin...

boleh belle tanya?

-belle comel x?
-belle baik x?
-sayang belle x?kalau sayang kan..bnyk mana?
-kenape x sayang belle?
-how many percent u know me?
-suka x keluar sama2 ngn belle?
-jum pegi makan sama2..tp u belanja..boleh x?
jum pegi tgk wayang tp u belanje boleh x?
-aku dgn kaw sape lagi comel?

hahahhaha

ku kata kan dengan indah

ku kata kan dengan indah
dengan terluka
hatiku hampa
sepertinya luka
menghampirinya.....
kaw beri rasa yang berbeda
mungkin ku salah
mengertikannya..yang kurasa cinta
tetapi hatiku
selalu meninggikan mu
terlalu meninggikan mu
selalu meninggikan mu...
kau hancurkan hati ku
kau hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hati ku tuk melihat mu
kau terangi jiwa ku
kau redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hati ku tuk melihatmu

membuat ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuat ku merasa kan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yg terlewati
semua yang terhenti tnpa ku akhiri...

x suke nanges

saya x suke nangess sbb bnde bodoh..
orang dah buat saya...
saya bia aje..saya ckp dalam hati..
pegi la mampus..pegi la jahanam..
hohohoho...x kan saya nk nanges sbb someting yang bodo kan?
saya pandai..hehe...dah la...malas betul nak pikir..malas betul nak taip..malas betul nak memikir..malas betul nak menaip...

dalam hati kecil saya berkata
saya rindu dulu2..masa kite hepi sama2..
hurm...malas sy nak kasitaw saya rindu mereka2..malas saya nk mgharap lebey2...cume
dr sudut hati...
saya juga ada prasaan ;) sbb sy bukan alien..

sekian,
terima kasih..
iklas dari cik belle rahman

mum i love u

everyone ada family...saya juga ada...i got 6 siblings..semua saya sayang..walaupun kadang2 saya selalu merajuk..merajuk mengada2...ermm..saya dah ada duit siket..sbb keje 6 hari..unlce sy kasi gaji.tp sengaja saya x nk kasitau kakak..sbb nnt kakak tau sy ada dwet...dia x nk kasi dwet dahh..dalam kepala otak dok pikir..smpena hari ibu...saya nk belikan mak saya hadiah..tp saya sgt busy..busy dgn final exam..busy dgn keje yg mcm xde rest tu! padahal sy ptt kena part time..tp sbb xde pekeje..sy tpakse wat fulltime...celaka!
saya ingt nak keluar sorang2..pegi cari hadiah untuk mak dgn gaji x seberapa tu..tapi kenapa saya asek bz...adoii..mcm mana?
saya selalu x nak kasitaw sapa2 kalau saya sayang dia..dekat emak pun sama..mak selalu tnye.."adek sayang mak x?
hehe..sayanggg laa ;) kata saya dalam hati sbil tersenyum..
mak nnt adek belikan mak adiah ehh...murah pun mak x penah kesah kan?

my luck mybe ;)

penat keje..penat...11 pg smpai 11 malam....even keje nye duduk saja...duduk online..tp no rest..not enuff sleep...
babi pun boley mati wooo...
lepas pukol 11,kawan stok message bderet2..smpai malas aku nk bukak...semua ajak keluar...lepak sana..lepak sini..sememangnye seronok..bahkan sejuronok(sejuta seronok) klu mlepak mbuang masa..tapi sungguh x tipu..mata ini perlu tidur yang cukup..tapi belle..dah tau penat kenape keluar jugak?hehehe...saya jaga hati kawan ;)
dengan penggunaan SK II pmberian kakak sempena hari jadi...
saya dapat mengurangan garisan usia pada wajah juga mghilangan sembab serta lebam pada mata ;)
*terima kasih kakak*

okeh..im going back to unisel..by bas okeh..sumpah penat..haih x habes2 penat..tp itu kebenaran..dgn tension..dgn penat..saya redha ;) mungkin sudah tertulis sejak azali naseb saya begini..

dalam kepenatan..muke monyok2...muke cm xde tenaga...saya dpt luck...
yeayyyyy...itu paling seronok..bukan sa je..tp sejuta..hooho
lalu depan maybank bb tu...tbe2 org hitz.fm tu pggil..ape dia ckp pun sy x paham..sbb dia ckp bhse inggris..hehe..dia snap pic saya for 1 SMILE ;)
tp saya smile dua kali sbb gmba ptama saya buruk..hehe 2nd pic br sy ready ;)
nseb baik pic tu lawaaa wooo.huhuhu...
mintak2 saya menang jugak ;) aminnn
*mak doa kan adek*

i hate everything about you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything all about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

stupid blog

blog niy asek mood sedey je
bila nk hepi tah?

blog niy x lawa
bila nk update kasi cantik tah

blog niy xde layout
x reti nk edit..setting kat mana?

blog niy xde lagu
pegi amek mic nyanyi sendiri..

blog niy x ramai follower
sbb x reti add..mcm mana? hahahha

blog ni bosan
pegi mampus sama kaw!

penat

yesterday,
11 pagi - bangun tidur.mandi2.pegi main hall unisel
230 ptg - pegi main hall lagi...tp stillx ley settle fees ;( so bad
4ptg - pegi jmpe miss...presentatation
6 ptg -balik kl
8 mlm - smpai kl..balik cheras
9 mlm - pegi nilai uma mum..take baby akishmish yg x de rupa baby lagi dah..hahahha
12 mlm - gerak back to kl
1 pg - smpai kondo...kemas brg,sleep

today,
9 pg - bgn tdo..mamai2...berangan..mengeliat..golek-golek kejap
10 pg - mandi siap2.
11 pg - g keje ;) nahhhh
now,
2 ptg...rombongan dr penang mai ;) nothing lot to do..
so i sit here...online facebook..and curahkan perasaan sedih gembira juga kecewa
dlm blog yang penuh unsur2 sedey niy...

im so tired...penat bila pikir exam da dekat...plan to kedah..ditambah kerja lagi..
haih gedik betul bell niy..semua bnde nk buat....
hope everythings gonna b okay ;)
god i love u..

god r watching me

OH MY GOD
belle like to say this word..
so that mean..god r watching me..
every second
if i lose one..petik jari i will find another 10 ;)
hahhaha...
di samping dilemma bodoh ini...
aku lupe..aku ade rmai lagi kawan ;)
ouh terima kasih kawan2....

thanks for the memories

i do love my friend
i do love everyone around me
then,because of 1 mistake..
then they hate me..
you hate me..
its not my first time...im accept mith my full heart ;)
what mistake?why dont u tellin me?
u decide to do that so nahhh! i give to u..
do whatever u want...
nahh i dont care..
i wont waste my time to cry or regret because of u..
yes i say i love u as my friend
once u do that means u want to do rite?
so ape lagi aku nk buat???nk pegi jmpe kaw?
nanges2?nope! im not that type
i do call and text...
dalam hati nk tnye kenape2..i ask people around..
they dont know..
SO! I DECIDE MYSELF..I DONT WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN AND WHY!
penat penat,..x kan aku nk kejar?
hurmm...
LASTLY,I WROTE HERE...CUZ I KNOW U WILL READ ONE DAY ;)
thanks cuz stalker me ;)
thnx cuz help me ;)
thnx cuz kita pernah berkawan ;)
thnx for the memories both us ;)
thnx cuz make me happy with ur laughm ;)
hampir menanges buat blog nih..yes im sad..
bukan aku jenis xde perasaan....
deep inside im cry..
so..biarlahhhhhhhh...
bye2 babe... thnx for hating me...

penat2

smpai2 unisel...nk balik ke uma sewa 1 probs..i need fren to help me..nseb baik ada malau..ohh thanks...then smpai je uma sewa...no people there...seram jugak sorg2..then i call ima pick me at home..lepak ostel la ;) nseb baik mak guard india tu xde..ade ke kejar aku smpai uma..gaji kaw pun bpe posen je..x buat keje pun xde hal la..x ya nk ekot rules sgt! kang uma kaw aku baka..ahhahaa...

pening pikir pasal presentation..lepas tu pikir pasal baya yuran.
haih bayangkan aku dr ostel,ke fitm..pegi main hall..pegi pp.."jalan kaki"
sumpah penat...but then my family dont understand my situation...dorg tau aku balik unisel..selamat pegi selamat smpai..okay enuff...
pastu nasihat belajar rajin2..haaa sng! padahal..aku punye terukk kat sini..they dont know...bila aku wat hal siket...
mule la marah2..adik kaw niy pemalas..bnyk alasan..haa mcm2!

hope everthing will b okay today..tomorow and tomorow after death ;)
mak! adek da penat da niy! tlg laaa ;(
god! help me please..i know u watching me every sec ;(